Had a ball of a time ytd :D

After PW GPP submission and lunwen meetup, waited quite a while for lily who was running places. Had lunch at singpost with taotao and lily. Hmm was quite bloated. But I knew I'd get hungry aft awhile :/ ughhh

Went to lily's house, omg was funnnn. Wanted to do econs, (yah i know crazy lol) but ended up playing Scrabble, monopoly (pun intented), fishing game, (chess), and poker :D Animal Planet is the second amazingest channel ever :D i can't decide which is first, KBS? Haha. I soooo want cable :( I can't ask for more, I know.

Ahh thanks for everything, all the laughter and fun. :D And lily's mom for being so understanding and bearing with our craziness too.

heh, now i'm so not tempted to start work.

to buy list:
1. 破天荒 (sis)
2. 春‧日光

3. bigbang albums and merchandise

4. notebooks (cute/lines/thick) for xh

5. food for xh

6. wristbands/ gloves for sis

7. funky shoelaces

8. necklace chains

9. accessories (chunky rings)

anyone wna buy stuff from Beijing/ Shanghai feel free to let me know I'll try to buy for you :D of course you can ask bsp scholars to buy too, they're leaving on 21st nov.

Listening to koewo again :D And it's raining outside.

Quiz taken from Nicole Balloonn on fb. Doing this 'cause I'm sick of doing CSC :(

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
has always been the quality of a haystack :P I want tabi's hair quality :( sighh

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
I tell people a lot of stuff.

3. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is to lead a simple life with people I love :D

4. I've come to realize that I've lost:
loads of time.

5. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
people don't mean what they say.

6. I've come to realize that money:
is essential, and so many people are lacking from it so they cannot lead normal lives or sustain their living. yet at the same time, others are throwing billions away with outrageous scams and frauds. where is the logic in this??

7. I've come to realize that when I get old:
i might become reaaaally unhealthy, given the types of food i eat now.

8. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
thin? lol

9. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
bingu :D oh yeah indeed. is this bad?

10. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
forgot :D

11. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
is mostly idle, 'cause it's set to 'silent'

12. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
i take longer than usual to wash up. -.-

13. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
can't do anything 'cause once i get on the bed, i just drift off

14. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
CSC LUNWEN, OMGWTHBBQKFCERPCIPECPPIE.

15. I've come to realize that my life:
is okay once you find the right things to pursue. and strike a balance. :) and cherish it.

16. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
plain water and mountain dew. :)

17. I've come to realize that today I will:
and must complete something related to CSC.

18. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
same as above.

19. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
do the same thing, sadly :( tight deadlines ARGH

20. I've come to realize that I really want to:
pursue my dreams, and help others at the same time. and spend more time with people i love. somehow, it never seems to be enough.

21. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
no one?

22. I've come to realize relationships are:
fragile.

23. I've come to realize food is:
important. especially for me.

24: I've come to realize that this holiday:
what holiday?

25. I've come to realize heartbreak is:
non-existent, because hearts can't be broken?

26.I've come to realize that my sister(s):
is crazy. like me :D

27. I've come to realize that crying:
helps when you're feeling so screwed. it does help to destress. but once i cry i can't stop lol.

28. I've come to realize that death:
is scary, at this stage in my life.

29. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
i feel like a burden. :(

Why does it end off in this tone? Hmph.

Oh thank you to the two lovelies for the wonderful time at my house :D Haha fishing game, bimbo uno (too ashamed of Barbie), and tetris and crime scene haahhaha :D
lily please check your email.

6nov
Our class went Seoul Garden for lunch, and more than half turned up :) Haha glad I went. Lucky the librarian came in time for me to return my overdue book. :)

We ate for 3 hours straight (I think), which surprised me 'cause I didn't know we could EAT. Like at a steady pace and not stopping at all HAHA. The only people left eating in the end were Oli ZM Kelly Karmen and I. LOL

Thank you all so much for the surprise :D esp Linghong and Clara who went to buy the cake, and everyone else for keeping the surprise till the end :) I really appreciate it, 'cause it's already been so long since the actual date, and I didn't expect you all to rmb. So thank you once again :D And Happy Birthday to our BUH-LOOD sister :D

After lunch (which kinda stretched to dinner), we photo-spammed with two Macs on the stairs at some ulu place facing Esplanade. It was fun and unbelievable we could actually squeeze so many people in the frame hahaha. Photos up on fb, thanks Karmen :D 200 pics, so fun. :)

Yep talked a little on the steps and fangirled till the sun set too. Thanks oli linni and lh :D
IT WAS AN ENJOYABLE DAY, REALLY. :) Learnt quite a lot of insightful stuff too.

Thank you all for coming :)

7nov
Went xl's house to play :D LOL monopoly's tiring. And I owed her $9k at one point, but became bankrupt to have my debt reduced to $5k. I've never been so poor before, HAHAA. eeyer don't wna play anymore, hate counting money I owe. :(

Anyway played some pc games from my thumbdrive (awesome stuff), haha didn't know cruzer can do so much :D Wanted to watch cable but didn't get to. It was getting late so I took a bus home. Thanks for waiting w me :P

Now for buffet with zt and xl :D
And outing with jj
And CLEP trip

But before that, ughhh csc lunwen.

TTFN :D
And JIAYOU TO ALL FOR PW OP :D

P.S. I will try blocking out all unpleasant stuff here on my blog, 'cause I've found another place to rant. :D

Hi guys!

Lately the computer has been a magnet I've been trying to get rid of. But I can't cause of bingu, music, tumblr, flickr, plurk etc. And now I'll attempt to let OP / I&R be the main reason. :D

Been having PW madness. And oh I tell you, chionging pw in class is fun, with the lights off and almost everyone tapping away at their laptop except me, trying to memorise the script. I truly think so, I have no idea why too. It just feels so.

I have been getting my energy in music. :) My latest fave is Let Me Hear Your Voice by BigBang. :D I'm absolutely sorry if I sound like a fangirl in my previous post, 'cause I think I'm evolving into one, somebody save me please.

JIAYOU EVERYONE. WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH.
What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

PW MADNESS!

P.S. Please appreciate every single "!" you see because it's been painstakingly searched in my comp's database and pasted here. My keyboard's "!" is disabled.

P.P.S. Mainly using tumblr from now on, but still keeping this place alive. Oh I'm sure you'll be able to find me though.

Hey sorry kept forgetting to check my tagboard :P

Here are the replies!

/th: Cooked vermicelli :P

xiuli: LOL kk I shall refer later :D

VAN: Hey thank you :D Yeap doesn't hurt alr, but still have to wear the thingy. :(

jiajia: Thank you :D I can go out with you soon! After my OP! My ankle doesn't hurt now :D

zt: Hehe you're amazing. I can't agree with all of them though. Thank you for the bubbles again :D

fel-: Welcome here! Thanks ah. -.- You jiayou too! Heh don't care I still can type "!" :D

Just to keep my blog alive (and kickin'):

I came across a post on Tumblr ages ago. People were reblogging it. So I decided to post it here.

Random Thoughts From People Our Age (Things that apply to me):

1.I wish Google Maps had an “Avoid Ghetto” routing option.
2.More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can’t wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that’s not only better, but also more directly involves me.
3.Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong.
4.I don’t understand the purpose of the line, “I don’t need to drink to have fun.” Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they’ve invented the lighter?
5.Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you’re going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you’re crazy by randomly switching directions on the sidewalk.
6.That’s enough, Nickelback.
7.I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger.
8.Is it just me, or are 80% of the people in the “people you may know” feature on Facebook people that I do know, but I deliberately choose not to be friends with?
9.Do you remember when you were a kid, playing Nintendo and it wouldn’t work? You take the cartridge out, blow in it and that would magically fix the problem. Every kid in America did that, but how did we all know how to fix the problem? There was no internet or message boards or FAQ’s. We just figured it out. Today’s kids are soft.
10. There is a great need for sarcasm font.
11. Sometimes, I’ll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and suddenly realize I had no idea what the f was going on when I first saw it.
12. I think everyone has a movie that they love so much, it actually becomes stressful to watch it with other people. I’ll end up wasting 90 minutes shiftily glancing around to confirm that everyone’s laughing at the right parts, then making sure I laugh just a little bit harder (and a millisecond earlier) to prove that I’m still the only one who really, really gets it.
13. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
14. I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each hand than take 2 trips to bring my groceries in. (siao sure die one lol! I’d rather make more trips)
15. I think part of a best friend’s job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die.
16. The only time I look forward to a red light is when I’m trying to finish a text.
17. A recent study has shown that playing beer pong contributes to the spread of mono and the flu. Yeah, if you suck at it.
18. Was learning cursive really necessary? (never was, but fun!)
19. Lol has gone from meaning, “laugh out loud” to “I have nothing else to say”. (nonono! That’s my catchphrase!)
20. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger. (easy for me!)
21. Answering the same letter three times or more in a row on a Scantron test is absolutely petrifying. (that goes for any MCQ test)
22. My brother’s Municipal League baseball team is named the Stepdads. Seeing as none of the guys on the team are actual stepdads, I inquired about the name. He explained, “Cuz we beat you, and you hate us.” Classy, bro.
23. Whenever someone says “I’m not book smart, but I’m street smart”, all I hear is “I’m not real smart, but I’m imaginary smart”.
24. How many times is it appropriate to say “What?” before you just nod and smile because you still didn’t hear what they said? (about 3 times I suppose, after that I give up HAHAH)
25. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars teams up to prevent a dick from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers!
26. Every time I have to spell a word over the phone using ‘as in’ examples, I will undoubtedly draw a blank and sound like a complete idiot. Today I had to spell my boss’s last name to an attorney and said “Yes that’s G as in…(10 second lapse)..ummm…Goonies”
27. What would happen if I hired two private investigators to follow each other? (LOVE THIS ONE)
28. While driving yesterday I saw a banana peel in the road and instinctively swerved to avoid it…thanks Mario Kart.
29. MapQuest really needs to start their directions on #5. Pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.
30. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. (but it’s an art form in itself because you can tell so much from it, e.g. financial background)
31. I find it hard to believe there are actually people who get in the shower first and THEN turn on the water.
32. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever. (I half agree with this one, esp during long overseas trips.)
33. I would like to officially coin the phrase ‘catching the swine flu’ to be used as a way to make fun of a friend for hooking up with an overweight woman. Example: “Dave caught the swine flu last night.”
34. I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t at least kind of tired.
35. Bad decisions make good stories
36. Whenever I’m Facebook stalking someone and I find out that their profile is public I feel like a kid on Christmas morning who just got the Red Ryder BB gun that I always wanted. 546 pictures? Don’t mind if I do!
37. Is it just me or do high school girls get sluttier & sluttier every year?
38. If Carmen San Diego and Waldo ever got together, their offspring would probably just be completely invisible. (OMG CARMEN SANDIEGO LOVE HER! HAHA)
39. Why is it that during an ice-breaker, when the whole room has to go around and say their name and where they are from, I get so incredibly nervous? Like I know my name, I know where I’m from, this shouldn’t be a problem…
40. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you’ve made up your mind that you just aren’t doing anything productive for the rest of the day.
41. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after DVDs? I don’t want to have to restart my collection. (I’ve a limited collection :[ )
42. There’s no worse feeling than that millisecond you’re sure you are going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far.
43. I’m always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten page research paper that I swear I did not make any changes to. (SO TRUE.)
44. “Do not machine wash or tumble dry” means I will never wash this ever.
45. I hate being the one with the remote in a room full of people watching TV. There’s so much pressure. ‘I love this show, but will they judge me if I keep it on? I bet everyone is wishing we weren’t watching this. It’s only a matter of time before they all get up and leave the room. Will we still be friends after this?’ (yes but I’m so used to having the remote in my hands, dunno why)
46. I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello? Dammit!), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and goes to voicemail. What’d you do after I didn’t answer? Drop the phone and run away?
47. I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not seeing anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.
48. When I meet a new girl, I’m terrified of mentioning something she hasn’t already told me but that I have learned from some light internet stalking.
49. I like all of the music in my iTunes, except when it’s on shuffle, then I like about one in every fifteen songs in my iTunes.
50. Why is a school zone 20 mph? That seems like the optimal cruising speed for pedophiles…
51. As a driver I hate pedestrians, and as a pedestrian I hate drivers, but no matter what the mode of transportation, I always hate cyclists. (nope they conserve environment)
52. Sometimes I’ll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.
53. It should probably be called Unplanned Parenthood.
54. I keep some people’s phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.
55. Even if I knew your social security number, I wouldn’t know what do to with it.
56. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket or Pinning the Tail on the Donkey - but I bet everyone can find and push the Snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time every time…
57. My 4-year old son asked me in the car the other day “Dad what would happen if you ran over a ninja?” How the hell do I respond to that?
58. It really pisses me off when I want to read a story on CNN.com and the link takes me to a video instead of text.
59. I wonder if cops ever get pissed off at the fact that everyone they drive behind obeys the speed limit.
60. I think the freezer deserves a light as well. [HAHAHA I THINK SO TOO. But won’t it use up more electricity! Conserve! :)]

I'm enjoying my un-deserved and temporary freedom until it lasts. My brain needs a break. I don't care if it's not justified.

I'm thinking if I should move to tumblr. But it just doesn't feel right if I move there. I can't bear to leave this place :) Besides, I have my share of photos on flickr. Tumblr shall just be my eye-candy place then :D

I'm really jaded. When I finished my last paper today I thought I'd be liberated. But all I felt was emptiness. And the dreaded feeling that I'd get retained, for sure.

There are many things I wanna type here but I'd better not. Some things are better kept to myself, or people who really matter :)

Alright outing tmr with peeps. I hope I'd have the energy to. I'm having inertia, omg. Where's the enthusiasm I've been wanting to have? Now that I have a short break, I don't even feel like going anywhere but slack and rot. It's a kind of luxury :)

Oh oh oh and mid-autumn celeb with family :D Looking forward to it.

On a sidenote, HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY, CHINA! 我爱中国。The NDP ytd was impressive. Wow. Loved the fireworks. :) Thank God for live CCTV channels.

Been thinking about stuffs in The Daily Bread. Thank you Karmen :D I'll read it every day.

P.S. I LOVE T.O.P (L) His voice makes me feel better. Omg this is scary 'cause I've never been fangirling (like checking out vids and dramas on youtube). This is the first time (and I hope the last, really kills my time, although it's worth it :P). D:

Replies!

van: Hellooooo go out someday, really wanna spend more time with you :)

zt: Thanks for reviving it :D I hope someday you'll go out and take pics with me again. :)

xiuli: Haha what's with your flat fingers lah? No probs, thanks so much, it was nice talking with you :D Thanks for accompanying me to eat Mcflurry, LOL. Yay the songs are nice right? OWLCITY :D Ohyes I'd love to have it, thank you duper much :D

A lil update here.

For the whole week i've been occupied with studying, Publications which I doubt matters, mugging in library, and stuff.
rahhh.

1. Change of classroom to Learning Centre! Kinda guilty to the people who need it, but it's really a great studying environment, I love it :)
2. Been sleeping at 12+ for the whole week. I've got to get used to it. (sleep dependent)
3. Publications was okay, still dragging everything. Linda send me the headings PLEASEEEEEE.
4. Spirits Play yesterday. Was okay, not what I expected but still okay. I like the different languages layering into each other, a mixture of sounds, a rhythm of melodies (does this even make sense?) And the scares! They used the first sentence of the Bible in the last sentence of the Play. It was smth impactful, the start of something being the end of another, I wonder what that means. Is the director/scriptwriter against, or for religion?
5. Studied with Olivia at library before setting off on the bus. LOL I can't really study when eating and w her around :D
6. Wedding dinner tonight, chionging all my stuff now, argh.
7. PW tmr! which means no time for me to do Math revision, econs hw, CLL ws (two of them) + corrections, GP test! OMG. ARGH.
8. I MISSED CENTERSTAGE WTH. I NEED TO SEE CLIPS OF IT DESPERATELY.

CONGRATS TO ALL WINNERS! (XINQIAN + XINGQI, BENSIM + AMY) ESPECIALLY LIYANG + YUJIE! LOVE YALL! KNEW YOU'D WIN :)

Okay gonna start work now, tata! Be back at end of Promos unless something crops up.

P.S. CLASS POTLUCK, STILL THINKING OF IT, HAHAHA. FUNNY PICS ON FB :)

Replies!
karmen: hellooooooooo! thank you for coming!
zt: hehehe yes i know, i have other priorities i guess. :( this is just hectic.
xiuli: hahah i think so too! it used to be a daily kind of thing, but arh, impossible now. :(

Okay I did a ColorGenics test at http://goldinuniverse.com/ and this exactly says everything I want to say.

"You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.

You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality."

Replies!

xiuli: HAHAHA NOT FUNNY. :)
wenyi: Thank you! It was the bug I'm sure. But now it's gastric, sian :(
van: Haha yup thank you! :) oh it's a church concert my friend invited me to go haha!

Hello. I'm sick with flu and headache and sore throat. And I lost my appetite. It's really sad. :(

Things I'm gonna do when CTs end:

- Create icons
- Create combined pics (sunset + bokeh)
- Spreeeeeeeeee (eating + shopping) fondues and sundaes and mcflurries.
- Get on a sugar high!
- Photog outing!
- Create tumblr
- Spam plurk (as always) & get more ppl to join! :)
- Outing with loves (hopefully)
- Reactivate my deviantart + reply comments
- BLISS
- MUGMUGMUG for promos! (never too early)

Hope I'll fulfil all these. Saw a very inspiring article by this guy called Gary Hayden in Mind Your Body. Haha he talks about Seneca the Roman philosopher. I think it's quite cool :)

"Seneca admits that there is nothing more difficult to learn than how to live. (That, I disagree. Look at CSC! x( ) But one thing seems clear: Learning to live requires us to think long and hard about what really matters and then spending time pursuing it. (That will take me ages)"

There were other articles by him but I didn't keep them :( kinda regret now. One more thing to add to my list :)

Uhh, CTs are a disaster so far. I don't wanna think about it. Work going down the drain, information stuck in my brain even aft I took the tests. Which is weird. My brain's acting quite weirdly this year.

I was writing a compo about 盛夏which practically means the hottest day of summer, ytd when it was raining heavily. Talk about irony -.-

Eventful week of trying to study and catch up on entertainment (mainly TV) :)

Wow. These few days were super tiring hahaha. Just back from CLEP camp. Learned quite a lot, laughed quite a lot as well. Great job to all the instructors, student leaders and teachers :) Great job to group 4 Nitrogen aka N2. Even though we didn't technically win anything, in our hearts we won quite a few times, every time when the rehearsals got better. :)

Had a nervous breakdown sometime ago. :( But I feel touched after that. Thank you Dad, please take care of your health/anger.

Feels great, cut my hair today, but the hairdresser nearly pulled them all out. Felt like my hair was being torn apart :( But I've a new hairstyle, it just feels refreshing :)

Camera's well again :) Thank you Mum!

Anyway I'm happy I could finally go harmoc, and glad that photog is finally done with so I can concentrate on academic stuff. (Photog is part of my life for me but not at this time, there are limitations due to common test ugh) But on 4th I was very sure of my ambition of being a photojournalist :) Just feels great taking pics of features.

4th June was our last lesson with our 'famous' instructor Lin Junjie. :( LOL. We gave him a card :) Hope will still get to meet him during random photo-trips, haha! The session at Merlion was great, finally got to take photos on a tripod. And low exposure shots :) And Ovidia's winning shot. :) And the security guards at City Hall thinking I was a suicide bomber carrying all that equipment. :/

CLEP proj is done for the moment too! Until at least after CTs. But dunno how to postpone the Mac. I don't want another Mac disaster like the other time :/ LOL!

I've got CLL WS and econs article and GP common test and CLEP camp and PW and mug for common tests. I think I'm only left with one week for common tests.

And, too many things I hope that I can't type here.

Jiayou for Band concert! To whoever from DHSSB who's reading this. :)

And sorry for the really belated replies to tags:

wenyi: Haha thanks :)

nicole: LOL this is late but you won't do worse than me lah! :/

zt: Haha, you sound like Hera-something, the philosopher -.-

10 things I'm thinking right now:

1. I might be an atheist next time. :O [triggered by my conversation with my Dad about religions, I shan't blog about it here else I'll get sued]
2. I don't understand what's so good about cosplay.
3. I absolutely dislike you being happy about smth like that.
4. I was elated 3 days ago, but could not blog about it due to time constraint.
5. Even as I'm blogging now, I feel time-deprived.
6. Handwriting analysis is coolios!
7. Passions are killed by repetition and responsibilities. :(
8. Sweet and Low is a fantastic song. :) I'm still not sick of it.
9. Besides that, River Flows in You is another song I can never get sick of, after tons of playing it on piano + watching on youtube + listening to it on my MP3 (L)
10. I'm contemplating if I should go Facebook now.

There. :) Ooh I have a mysterious wound on the back of my knee, it aches whenever I bend my leg. Sigh.

AND I HATE RESPONSIBILITIES, HAVE I EVER MENTIONED THAT? I think I'm very similar to Raju from The Guide. :(

I need to catch up on all my friends. WHO'S GOING FOR HARMOC? PLSPLSPLS TELL ME. I'm going to mass-email everyone. :)

RAHHHHHHHHH I just had an emo-ing session just now. I must learn to take things easy.

Lessons today were quite slack. In fact, I just realised there weren't any lessons at all today, except GP. Which speaking of GP, makes me sad. My summary is gone case cause I didn't follow the paragraph criteria. Smart. + AQ wasn't finished. GG liao.

I need to wake up.

Anyway, today CLL was rather talk crap + inspiring stuff by Mr Ong. :) And CSC became a documentary-watching session. I want to borrow the whole set! 8D Karmen wanna borrow tgt? :D Can swop or smth.

Can I stop being so screwed up?

If I can't change anything, I'll live with it.

Btw, my MP3 healed. :D I'm tons happy. :)

Can you stay strong?

Can you go on?

Are you doing okay?

Replies!

Amanda :D: Hello there! Yes I do rmb you! Yeah she is, and I don't know why. Okay lah, I like only two. :) Saw your cosplay costume, the skeleton one's really cool!

zt: Hahaha! You're observant man! :) Added it in, cause sometimes I blog using the other com and I don't have pictures in that com. Usually add it in later. Sometimes I just forget, or when I'm doing quizzes I don't put. :) LOL it's wearing shades! 8D

I don't feel like blogging today, but let's just say I feel accomplished and sat in a taxi 4 times.

Yet another quiz from I-no-longer-know-who.

A
- Available: -.-
- Age: 17 in 5 months 22 days. :D i wish i were 16 for a little longer.
- Animal: Bunny. Tiger.

B
- Beer: Disgusting. Alcohol usually is.
- Birthday: Do the math.
- Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes :D
- Best feeling in the world: Happiness.
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf. Can lip-read.
- Best weather: Drizzly rainy, chilly windy. :D
- Been in Love: Nope
- Been on stage: Yep
- Believe in Magic: Nope
- Believe in Santa: Used to

C
- Candy: Awesome! Who cares about the high sugar levels anyway? :D
- Colour: ORANGE, if you don't already know. :)
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate.
- Chinese/Mexican Food: Is there junk food? Chinese :)
- Continent/Country to visit: NEW ZEALAND/FRANCE, since it's country (L)

D- Day or Night: Day!
- Dancing in the rain: Cool, I wanna do it someday :D
- Do the splits: No way! It's way painful, I've tried it before. :(

E- Eggs: Great, but no raw yolk pleaaaaase.
- Eyes: Black.

F- First thoughts waking up: umm, nothing much, cause i'm usually in a daze.
G- Greatest Fear: Death. Heights. People leaving. Getting hurt.
- Goals: Definitely not football.
- Get along with your parents? Yes! I try to :D

H
- Hair Color: Black, the greatest hair colour anyone can possibly have. :D

I
- Ice Cream: Orange/lime popsicle :D Any kind actually. I really really wanna try Hagen Daaz. :)

J
- Job: Photojournalist, photographer, editor, copy writer.
K
- Kids: Dunno. Nice to take photos of, but rearing (pardon me i dunno which other word to use)?
- Keep a journal: Both blog and paper.

L- Longest car ride: Prob more than 10 hours.
- Laughed so hard you cried: Lots of times :D

M- Milk flavor: Chocolate!
- Movies: Lots! (see my profile)
- Motion sickness: Probably seasick.
- McD’s or BK: macs PWNS. :D

N
- Number of siblings: 1

O
- Overused phrases: dunno? probably LOL.
- One Phobia: Acrophobia. :(

P- Place you'd like to live: VENICE/VIENNA, or any countryside with great air and scenery and nature and waters. :)
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi!
- Perfect Pizza: any kind! Meaty and cheesy and hammy. :)
- Piercings: None and never any.

Q
- Quail: Eggs are nice, high in cholesterol? hahaha. This is freaking random. Bet you just wanted to fit the Q in.

R
- Reason to cry: Anything that I can't control and which is unjustifiable, moodswings, PMSes.
- Reality T.V.: PROJECT RUNWAY. I need to watch. :(
- Radio Station: 91.3, 98.0, 98.7
- Roll your tongue in a circle: I can!
- Ring size: Dunno.

S
- Song: Come onn, check out the singers I like! You'll probably faint. Now I have The Script newly added. Just to name a few whom I like all the songs of: Jimmy Eat World, Jason Mraz, Colbie Caillat, The Kooks, Daphne Loves Derby, Taylor Swift
- Shoe size: Dunno.
- Salad Dressing: Yuck I hate salad.
- Sushi: Crabmeat sushi. Just had it today. :)
- Skipped School: Yep
- Slept outside: Yep, chalet, camps. I want sleepovers!
- Sing In the shower?: Yep, used to. Now I'm just too bushed.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Blueberries? i don't like the seeds in strawberries. In flavours, both are nice :)

T
- Tattoos?: NO WAY KILL ME FIRST.
- Time for bed: 11 is perfect.
- Thunderstorms: Remind me of childhood.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Nope.

U
- Unpredictable: Yeah haven't you heard of the idiom that says a girl's mood is like the weather? Especially April weather in Singapore, bleh.

V
- Vacation Spot: Paris, any place with lots of nice scenery and clean air and romanticness.

W
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None I guess? All my friends are quite different from me :) come on lah, everyone is different.
- Who makes you laugh the most?: VAN AND ZT TGT! Oh gosh library + MRT mugging madness LOL!
- Worst feeling: Emotional, dread, hopelessness.
- Wanted to be a model: Nope. Okay, maybe yes, self-denial.
- Worst Weather?: Minus 0, absolute 0, whatever.

X-
X-Rays: Can cure sprains in the short term, I swear.

OR

Comes before gamma rays in terms of wavelength

Y
-Year it is now: 2009.
-Yellow: by Coldplay! (L)

Z
- Zoo animal: Flamingoes.
- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

Long time no post, loads of things to do. Gonna research for CSC essay, still owe 2 essays + 1 CSC hw. And I have to copy 4 more stacks of CLL notes. But econs is kinda done :) 2 down, infinity to go! I'm cooped up at home today to study for CLL test. And I'm feeling really sick.

The stress aside,

HAPPY BE-EARLIED BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED SISTER YUKITERU!

HAHAHA. :) I needa go find her present.

The week has zoomed past. I need to survive the next. And the next.

HUNGRY HUNGRY.
I'LL EAT. I'LL GORGE. I DON'T CARE.

CLL INTERVIEW, JIAYOU!

OMG IT'S FREAKING 34 DEGREES CELSIUS OUTSIDE. Heng I'm not out.

I'll be back to research CSC. Tata!