Saturday, December 11, 2010
When only love could make a way / 9:28 PM
dunno why ppl wna shop overseas for the usual clothes/ accessories when there's bugis st. :) i'm so going back next time if i'm feeling materialistic (oooops). need a music player damn badly. made up a list of stuff i wna buy too, but first haveta work! no $$$ :(
omg i'm so tired. i just wna plop on my bed and sleep :( sigh i need more energy to move on! ahh super weak physically but w You i'm strong! yikes i hate applications and dilemmas but i think my mind is made up :) fight all the way!
can't really find the words to put it anymore. typing out is too taxing.
really sad that i'm not in church camp now :( wish i didn't sign up for syd chalet and txy camp :((((( i hope the peeps enjoying themselves though, i'm sure they will! still haven't packed, and lotsa stuff undone. well i hope i'll make use of my time fruitfully tmr.
thank God for huiyi my future Bible study mate :)
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You were waiting at the doorThen I let you in Trading your life
For my offenses
For my redemption
You carried all the blame
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange
My burden erased
My life forgiven
There is nothing that could take this love away
And my only desire and sole ambition
Is to love you just the same
Labels: God, tired
Friday, October 02, 2009
As if nothing's wrong / 8:52 PM

I'm enjoying my un-deserved and temporary freedom until it lasts. My brain needs a break. I don't care if it's not justified.
I'm thinking if I should move to tumblr. But it just doesn't feel right if I move there. I can't bear to leave this place :) Besides, I have my share of photos on flickr. Tumblr shall just be my eye-candy place then :D
I'm really jaded. When I finished my last paper today I thought I'd be liberated. But all I felt was emptiness. And the dreaded feeling that I'd get retained, for sure.
There are many things I wanna type here but I'd better not. Some things are better kept to myself, or people who really matter :)
Alright outing tmr with peeps. I hope I'd have the energy to. I'm having inertia, omg. Where's the enthusiasm I've been wanting to have? Now that I have a short break, I don't even feel like going anywhere but slack and rot. It's a kind of luxury :)
Oh oh oh and mid-autumn celeb with family :D Looking forward to it.
On a sidenote, HAPPY BELATED NATIONAL DAY, CHINA! 我爱中国。The NDP ytd was impressive. Wow. Loved the fireworks. :) Thank God for live CCTV channels.
Been thinking about stuffs in The Daily Bread. Thank you Karmen :D I'll read it every day.
P.S. I LOVE T.O.P (L) His voice makes me feel better. Omg this is scary 'cause I've never been fangirling (like checking out vids and dramas on youtube). This is the first time (and I hope the last, really kills my time, although it's worth it :P). D:
Replies!
van: Hellooooo go out someday, really wanna spend more time with you :)
zt: Thanks for reviving it :D I hope someday you'll go out and take pics with me again. :)
xiuli: Haha what's with your flat fingers lah? No probs, thanks so much, it was nice talking with you :D Thanks for accompanying me to eat Mcflurry, LOL. Yay the songs are nice right? OWLCITY :D Ohyes I'd love to have it, thank you duper much :D
Labels: love, photo series, tired
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
/ 6:50 PM

Happy 600th post to my blog! :D Sorry for not rmbing your birthday, but at least I commemorate your post numbers :D
A big thank you to all who have cheered me on ytd during 2.4 :D Love you all! Esp Linghong, Yilin, Huiyi, Karmen, Clara, Tzuhsiang, Hannah :D Thanks for being there when I was really uber sick omg. I can't believe I survived :) Omg poor Jesmine I hope she's okay :(
Urgh I hate rushing for deadlines and not making the cut for photog competitions. Heck. I have so many photos to submit, not that I'll win, but at least submitting is like got hope mah. :( Now all my hopes are dashed because it ain't 3000 pixels. DSLR, byebye.
1. Just making a list isn't enough. So why do I still do it?
2. All those lost hopes, I don't really care anymore.
3. At least you didn't say my work was crap. That's more than enough. :) I'll work hard from now on. I hope I don't let anyone or myself down.
And now, the wait begins. Then the chiong. :( I need the energy for tmr, as well as today night. I will pull through.
wenyi: Huh what you mean? LOL when?
zt: Heyo mayo! I know you're waiting for mass PE right! Haha coolios, you can chill out there every Mon :) How was 2.4/5 items?
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I have a deteriorated sprained ankle from 3 years ago due to 2.4, now that's really sad. I have to limp every day from now on but I can't do anything about it! Going to the doctor for that is kinda dumb. I think there's no proper treatment for a 3-year-old sprain D:
JC passes so fast. It just zooms. It's end of April, I can't believe it. Too little time!
Oh, anyone who has Chinese foolscap paper that you want to throw away 'cause you're no longer taking Chinese, please feel free to donate to me :D You can pass it to me in sch, thank you so much! ;)
I'm loving everything that you hate
So do I hate you?
I dunno.
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Labels: photo series, tired
Friday, January 23, 2009
Sick of your silly lies / 6:04 PM
Gosh so many days didn't post and I've got so much to rmb. These days were crazy man.
My buddy returned to Nanjing today. I guess I won't get to see her anymore. I think I'm kinda missing her cos now no one can come home with me even if it's as late as 11pm every day. :( Even though she pisses me off sometimes with some trivial stuff, I'm lucky to have her as a buddy cos she's really nice! (she helped me carry my econs book fm sch to parkway and home even though I rejected)
And the CNY card she gave is really touching :'( I feel guilty for seeing 20+ mozzie bites on her. I still wonder if I treated her good enough. Cos she really made me feel so at home in Nanjing. I didn't even miss my family much hahaha.
Okay enough emo stuff. Anyway after east coast I think we went Sentosa on Tues.
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We missed lessons starting fm 12pm. Took a bus and cable car to Sentosa :D I haven't been there for almost 3 years. HAHAHA Mich was scared by a guy outside the cable car when it stopped. Very hilaroius :D We sat on Skytower and went Merlion and Underwater world and Skyride and Luge! (all of which I never went before) Skytower was nice cos could take loadsa pics but I didn't bring my cam so I used JJ's (thanks girl!)
Merlion was tiring, kept climbing stairs/taking lifts/walking around. + We went to some heritage exhibition which was darn scary I ended up not daring to look the exhibits in the eye cos I scared they're real people. This malay guy scared a lot of ppl fm my sch cos he totally looked robotic! Then he sudd jumped omg scary. + We also asked a Malay couple to scare the ppl behind :D Kinda fun ahha.
Underwater world! I touched fishes and stingrays :D And the jellyfish was so chio lah esp when the light turned orange :D Took a photo with them. + The fishes are damn cute and a dunno what animal called Gracie was 11 years old haha and they decorated the place with balloons, wonder how.
Skyride was crazy man I had my picture taken at the top (some auto thing) while covering my eyes! hahaha. Seriously very scary leh esp when there're no trees below + having your feet dangling and not secured by harness and scared that your wallet/hp/shoes will drop down O: I'm hopeless at heights.
The luge made me feel like an F1 driver! :) And also like a bunch of sold meat (according to my buddy) cos they chopped a LUGE sign on our hand.
Saw the Songs of the Sea performance hahaha lame storyline but great effects such as laser lights (a bit the glaring -.-) and fireworks and waterrrrrrrr with images :D A bit similar to the Forefathers performance we saw earlier too. (Mich screamed at the lightning haha) Didn't take photos but nvm I'll rmb it :D
Was realllllly tiring. Got home at 11+ 12pm. But it's considered the first time I've been there since the only place I went was Siloso Beach -.-
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I think we went TM/Century Sq. Okay I'm too tired so update another day!
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We ate at CS! I bought chicken pasta or dunno whassitcalled. It's super nice and cheeeesy :D I think Mich's buddy was kinda jealous cos she loves cheese. After that we shopped around, went TM after that and our buddies bought some CNY stuff. There was a really cute shop but I forgot the name :( Loads of cute stickers + stuff :D
But due to time constraints, couldn't walk the whole of TM so we went to the shops near the interchange. My buddy bought stuffs like a Kakashi soft toy. :D
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We went parkway after our buddies returned from City Tour! They were complaining that they didn't go Orchard Road and wanted us to bring them there. O_O I wanted to faint. It's so freaking far and I think travel time alone takes 1.5 hours. + they returned to sch at 6. Win liao. Haha after that heard from someone ST wanted to go parkway, so I suggested there since it's nearer + things are cheaper.
Ended up only me and Mich went. Took 196 with Jesmine and we spent quite a while deciding where to eat since our buddies wanted Western food (kinda surprised). KFC! Ordered cheese fries for me + my buddy and she ordered Chicky Meal cos she wanted the toy (some famous cartoon in China). Then had one drink leftover and I carried it all the way home.
Shopping! I like the InQBox (or dunno what) shop I wanna go there sometime again! Cos didn't step in as I had 2 drinks to carry -.- Our buddies bought souvenirs fm another shop which I think is v nice :D
My buddy wanted to buy a cute pencilcase but couldn't find. In the end I gave her one that I bought a while ago. Hope she liked it :D
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Sent her to the airport. :( I hope we'll still keep in touch. Haha then that day was feeling really tired and couldn't conc during CSC, wth it really was HELL leh. Cos CLL took up our lunch + was feeling super tired from only 4 hours of sleep + no lunch!
And CCA in Chinatown was cancelled cos Mr Hong's son was sick. :'( + I stayed back in sch for nothing.
CNY post up next! Tag replies too.
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Replies to tags!
jingqi: Hi hi yes yes :D yeah I like the girl + the guitar part hahah :D
xiuhan: Whoa you wrote the novel ah? Is it the one you told me about in Sec 3/4? The funny korean drama thing -.-
van: Haha I'm fine sorry for not posting often yeah? Sigh our free periods are never the same + must hang out with year 5 class mah. Nevermind we can organise outings!
wenyi: No lah zebras don't have pink legs -.- You're a cross of baboon + tiger balm tiger lah haha.
Labels: busy, fun, outing, tired
Sunday, September 28, 2008
/ 3:10 PM
Been feeling down these few days. Wanted to go out but didn't have the energy to, wanted to do a lot of things but my energy level has been low these few days. Grahhh. (I swear it's not an excuse for being lazy)
Okay, I'm back to trying to type in caps. Hope I'll get used to it (: Eh I really wanna learn how to blog with emoticons argh. Saw some really cute ones hurhur. And I feel like changing my blogskin even though I promised it won't budge for months ): Saw a real cute polaroid one, omg I just can't get enough of polaroids I WANT A POLAROID ARGH.
Tata for now, maybe shall try to change the blogskin image and credit my saint (:
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Humdeedums. I found some lovely polaroids on flickr so decided to use them. Eh I got credit okay! :D But the layout still looks quite screwed ): I dunno how to lengthen the nav box. Helllllp! (but for now I'll just leave it like that -.-)
Gonna eat pizza! And shop + phototrip (hopefully) tmr (:
[/edit]Labels: sad, sian, tired
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Need some time by myself / 10:48 PM
blah, these few days feeling really drained cos stay back in sch till 5+ for our buddies from dongzhou. but it's okay lah cos get to slack (: slept awhile also. today watched dgrayman on wenyi's mac (whoa so rare right like you'll never see me watching anime except for death note :D). then bensim seemed shocked to see me watching haha. and weijia played music in class! yay (:
and the funny thing is the final fantasy songs she played matched the anime completely :D damn cool haha.
OKAY MY BUDDY IS SHO CUTE HAHAHAH. talked to her and stuff, know a lot of stuff about china alr (: can't wait to go!
anyway, I LOVE ZT'S DN YAY. HAHAHA.
:/ says:okie run along
Celebrating with yeeherng, the second black firecracker says:heehee
Celebrating with yeeherng, the second black firecracker says:*runnnnnns*
Celebrating with yeeherng, the second black firecracker says:*and falls down flat on the face*
Celebrating with yeeherng, the second black firecracker says:see la
Celebrating with yeeherng, the second black firecracker says: (constipated face)
Celebrating with yeeherng, the second black firecracker says: (angry face)
Celebrating with yeeherng, the second black firecracker says:all ur fault
:/ says:LAWLLLL
:D okay, that's just about it. busy busy busy tmr have to stay back again for ace and buddy, sat bring her shopping (: and sun go ecp (see if got time anot). HAMLET TEST NEXT WEEK I'M SO GONNA DIE.
Labels: tired
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Although you could have done more / 6:12 PM
I AM DAMN TIRED BOTH EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY.NOTHING I DO EVER TURNS OUT RIGHT.i'm too tired to know wrong from right anyway.
CIP today was disastrous with my menses. made me damn moody and tired and can't walk but i walked for like ten thousand miles. here's the picture: from home to dhoby ghaut to SMU to bugis to bugis street to orchard to plaza sing to istana (x3 across the road) to SMU to citylink mall to marina square back to SMU. and walking from SMU to citylink mall was half hour+ LOL.
yeah and dunno why the ppl we met today were so heartless T_T they completely ignored us.
felt so unwell that decided to go home and eat cos i just wanted my mum's lovely food. havent missed her food so much. cos whole day never drink water + eat (didnt bring water). i cant believe i just missed the class lunch :(
i'm gonna lock myself up at home cos i'm too tired to walk out the door.
more happy things:
EMPEETHREES FOR THREE :D FABULOUS HEHE.
went to ecp with darlings! slacked walked around took pics :D and satisfied zt's erhem kicks from looking at cute
little boys. and omg we went to this part which was so sentosa resort-ish and sat down and and listened to 3 mp3s :D we're all tangled up and people were staring at us hahaha!
Everytime We Touch + Where Is My Mind = Killer :D btw dont get me wrong we're not some AA freaks.
then walked to parkway and ate lunch at kfc :D omg i could finish cheese fries + shrooms + pepsi haha maybe that's cos i ate like
sloooooooower. yeah i know you'd probably say it's a joke but nvm. :D then van came! from her council meeting or smth. xD
yeah and just falalala-ed all the way. yeah like walk around and stuff. zt had to leave first.
and saw _ at macs immediately aft that hahaha that's fate for you.PUSHING DAISIES ZOMG LOVE THE HOUSES AND THE HILLS HEHE.
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NO YOU NEVER THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES YET YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME THINK I'M IN THE WRONG.
I LOVE THE KOOKS.
NAIVE ON REPEAT. :D
Labels: angry, tired
Prelude
Welcome to my blog!
If i have offended you in any way, please don't take it to heart because I usually don't mean any harm.
Enjoy! :D
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While joy throws o'er the eyes its blissful veil,
And in love's sea two souls united sail,
Then sigh again, and meeting, sigh
For that faint gleam of heaven's reality.
Her soul
Truckloads of love
God and my family are my beacons of hope.
I adore ORANGE and pastel colours.
I love Mother Nature and the outdoors.
I want the Rainbow, not the pot of gold.
I love photography.
I get really happy during drizzly rainy days.
Junk food is love!
Childish fantasies
I want to touch falling snow and to build a snowman & snow angel
I want
these.
I want a photo book/ collage of goofy/ happy shots of my friends and I.
I want Pushing Daisies DVD
I want to go to
New Zealand/Boston/France/Spain
I need more time with family & friends so I can cherish them
I want to travel around the world to experience cultures and languages,
and to help the needy.
I want to experience photography in a whole new light.
I'm saving up for a Polaroid/Holga & film
I need happiness & love :) we all do.
Soliloquies
The escapades
Take a bow