been sleeping like a pig these days, omg i shouldn't waste my life away like that HAHAHA
food testing later gonna be awshum though i haven't cooked in a year! but nvm sean&seet will save me hahaha!
lalala exciting year ahead! God i won't be a fish out of water anymore! will embrace all the lovely chances you give :) though i'm a little confused now, i know i'll find the answers real soon :)
okay i needa find some way to consolidate my online life it's getting reaaaally distracting maybe i should take a break from cyberspace! it's eating into my life GRR.

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faith really goes a long way. Your unending grace GMH :) having my future so uncertain just made me realise how much i need(ed) You :) as well as my family (L) i know You have plans for me and know what's best for me :)
whee one more paper left!
gotta cut my hair, open 'champagne', movies, outings, teoheng, photography, syd, chalets, camps, mags, food spree, craft, handmade stuff, scrap, volunteer! and of course service and lg! yayyyyy!
not to forget my cyber life as well sadly -_-
hope i can go for thanksgiving dinner! :)
on a sidenote, i dunno why i can never get angry w my friends. though i really rmb being quite let down. hahaha!
hmmmmm more time w family! hopefully!

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hope i won't break down again. :( :)
am i my greatest enemy? hmmm i think yes. omg wth i hate to admit it but it's true! omo. gotta do smth about it! believe in myself, trust in God most imptly.
4 more days! wow it's so fast.

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service ytd was so inspiring :) esp sermon omg loads of things to internalise! :)
and i must be more expressive to Him. can't seem to pray aloud eh :(

oooooh must get all weird thoughts out of my head and concentrate! i'm such a sinner. :(

yay lemongrass drink now (L) my mamaaa
haveta really chiong now but i have no idea how!!
but it's k, cos when i'm weak, God is strong. and when i feel strong, God makes me stronger. :) no fear!

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Because Your cross has placed in me my worth.
i have so many things to say to You :) hehehe shall reserve it for later woohoo! :)

just hope i'll hang in there for the 4 more papers (Y) with You i know i can do it but no more complacency i promise!

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hoho i'm back! just some food for thought:

At every step along the way, your soul will be tested. Every test you pass will make you stronger.

What you are is God's gift to you. What you make of yourself is your gift to God. He is waiting for that gift right now. Make it something extraordinary.

Don't be someone you're not, don't be less than you are, don't give up what you believe.

People's ideas and fears can make them small - but they cannot make you small.

Small-minded people can think they determine your worth. But only you can determine your worth.

Living life defined by your own sense of possibility, not by others' notions of limitations, is the path to success.

“Anyone who says that money can’t buy happiness don’t know where to shop.”

"If you start judging people you will be having no time to love them." - Mother Teresa

"A true genius puts the textbook into his head, not his head into the textbook." [by falling asleep, i presume. haha]

one more month+!

and, replying to the most recent tag:
zt: yeap i do! on hiatus though. haha but uh i think this is the 2nd time i'm blogging this month! gosh.

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Slacking when I'm supposed to be doing HBL. :(

Was having this convo with chicken on facebook, lol

chicken: OMGOMGOMG
I WENT TO YOUR BLOG
AND I WAS LISTENING AS THE BEAR DANCES
LOL
i thought the music was from a game?
LOL
but then anyways
afterwards i go attempt bejeweled again :X
i got 32, 100
LOL
FINALLY BREAK RECORD

me: WAH WAH WAH. MY BLOG GIVES YOU LUCK
HAHAHA
i wish i could save this convo

LOL fb doesn't allow convo saving so sad. (chicken don't kill me hor) ugh stupid simsocial lag my internet + made it auto close GRR.

Blogger doesn't allow me to post pics anymore. :( I want to post pics! :(

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I'm laughing at all my angst posts in my archives. :D It just cheers me up. Seems like I'm a different person now, my typing style and everything.

Okay, turned out we didn't have a class lunch. Just 6 people at Subway but was enjoyable still :D
Hmm I forgot why I was here. Maybe I should just let my blog rot.

RIVER FLOWS IN YOU reignited my passion for piano pieces :D I'm gonna learn it during March hols if I have time (highly unlikely). I kinda transcribed the chords and melody myself alr, but I still need the piece.

Pressing things:
MATH TEST
GP ESSAY
CHAGUAN TEST

Less pressing (but equally important) things:
GP JOURNALS
REVISE ECONS
CLL TEST
Some other test.

OMG WAIT. I just realised GP essay is in Wk 9. ARGH. Okay I'm cheated. And Pwned.

[edit on 26.02 Thurs]
I just have to blog about this. Today was so fun :D Totally blew away my Thursday blues :D

Couldn't stop laughing during econs. Rachel passed the laughing virus to me lah, zomg. Just because she almost rolled over her seat, LOL O:

Oh yes when Yilin went to take the econs notes Linghong was like,
Yeeherng go open the door later hor! You're ESFJ right? Must be out-*points to door*going! LOL.

Why is econs always so fun? Haha. I think everyone was uber restless today, esp our class. I was like on a high from the chicken and rice I think. -.- Oh yes the potato salad is FAB! Karmen's fave lol.

And I realised Yujie is an ESFJ too! ALL HAIL ESFJs :D Everyone was shocked when they knew I'm an ESFJ LOL. I guess I'm versatile, like I/ESFJ.

I wanna watch Huiyi play River flows in you! :(

P.S. pizza's arriving in 30 mins!
My mum's singing new year songs.
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HAHAHA THE REASON WHY I'M BLOGGING TODAY IS COS TODAY'S A REALLY SPECIAL DAY (:

Thanks Yihui for the cute bunny which matches my OMGOMGOMG CARROT HAHAHA! Happy birthday too! And Zhoutao my darling I lub the cake and was so shocked when my mum showed me :D

I'm back from China yeah didn't really buy a lot of things -.- I swear I've got some lung disease now. Just a short update tmr's gonna be busy preparing presents and going to sch/out blahblah.

Uploading my photos now, hehe. I've got 2226 photos *gawk* I feel so cut off from SG hahaha. But at least I know India's just launched a rocket and Lee Hsien Loong's in Beijing now -.-

Yadayada omg I'm on some high now while listening to my dad talk blah -.-

Details next time kay! Too much, too late now haha. (too little too late -.-)

BTW, HANCOCK MADE ME CRY THRICE OMG.

And I'm getting really emotional.

And I'm not talking to someone until I feel like it.

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yes, i know, but my com was/is dead. blogging using my dad's com now. dead for a ducat 10 WHOLE DAYS. holy. and previously was veeeeeeeeeeeery busy, forgive me.

we had a last lesson on friday and were given a chance to pour our hearts out to the whole class about how we felt during the past one+ years. i think it was a great idea, cos i finally said what i wanted to say :D yeah & i know it's very cliche lah but whatever.

i think my speech was like:

i just want to thank all of you for making the past two years fun and fulfilling for me. as a class, we all have our own differences, but for now let's overcome those differences and work towards a common goal, as our paths may not cross again. as the saying goes, "don't cry because it ended. smile because it happened." (this was meant to comfort those who were crying can! lol) thank you once again for making the years in 3/4J a memorable one.

i think i cried during benz & mr lim's speech. LOL. benz and bensim spoke thrice each and somemore bensim had a script haha.

hmm, an update on the past few days:

- stayed back in class with van to do stuff/slack/camwhore haha :D then bensim came to join us and we spent the rest of the time on the train talking about acting/actors.
- lessons were _ and i can't really rmb lah
- stayed back in library with van+zt :D went home with zt van sy yi'an kk. went to buy jack&jills and i got a netherlands keychain ahhhhhhhhhh :D IT'S ORANGEEEEEEEEEE LOL. mudskipper + big bird + I FORGOT WHAT ZT WAS ARGH

yep that's all i might not be back ever again (choi) until september/october.

I WANT MY DATE WITH ZT/VAN

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FINALLY BACK! (but not supposed to)

highlights of the week:

- during bp one fine day, lee laoshi asked us to tidy the classroom and aft that she told us to stand up and raise both our hands to make sure our shirts were all tucked in -.- then benz tucked it all the way in until left 3 buttons, which was kinda cool LOL. he even went out of class like that o_O

- on thurs took the train home/ to city hall for SGF :D saw a yanghua clone O: but only caught a glimpse cos he walked quite fast. couldn't take pic ): if not yanghua will also be shocked can.

- SINGAPORE GARDEN FEST IS LOVE LOVE LOVE I DON'T MIND HAVING TO STAY UP TILL THE NEXT MORN FOR GEOG REPORT AFT THAT LOL. btw staying up till 0030 makes me high the next morn + feeling jetlag at night (slept 2 hours on fri and forgot all about ace meeting on msn -.-)

- saw this superb waffle shop in city hall which sells ice-cream on waffle :D ZOMG ZT RMB HOR OCT 17/18 :DDD

- omg the friday 2330 korean movie is damn nice :D but kinda scary only lah. it's called touch if i'm not wrong. gotta check it out haha (: ooh and last fri's d. gray-man episode was the funniest i've ever seen :D

- a GIANT COCKROACH flew onto my back during ace meeting and i screamed the whole house down D: plus in the morn i found a mini cockroach in my bag D: ARGH.

- symposium was zzz. we were sitting on the floor but i think was quite fun leh! haha. if we were sitting on chairs i sure fall asleep one. they purposely made it very cold so we couldn't sleep D: and mengshuen's presentation was damn hilarious haha :D

- LOL van & bensim's joke about clothes and _ and _ at the ghim moh hdb flats (:

- mr loo and lim keep talking about networking. did they know they actually jinxed each other today -.-

- finally everything is over! well not really still got geog report and i've got a severe stomachache now maybe not going sch tmr ): hurts like _, i wonder what's wrong.

thanks van & zt for everything (:

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i know i shouldn't ask for too much
but shouldn't you do more
stop expecting so much

sometimes i think back and wonder why i was so daring

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haha no mood to blog. but shall do it anyway.

these few days were hectic and crazy and i've just gotten a load off my shoulders - LA film submitted! though i haven't seen the final product for myself. a big thanks to everyone who contributed in one way or another (: i'm so proud of my script, but it exceeded 10mins and xl had to cut off most of the parts ):

and the moodswing post was due to waking up at 4.25am on a gloomy day.

interclass was today! but i didn't go ): neither did i go support zt+yh cos i was in a dilemma :S i'm wearing class tee now it's so comfy LOL.

(on a sidenote, i accidentally scratched chang with a mechanical pencil :S sorry!)

thanks xh for the sweet note (:

ohyes, chang + zenn were doing intimate actions during pccg. AND i've got scandalous pics of xl+xh (okay kidding)

cant rmb anyth le, it's just hw projs tests, stress. AND I SPENT 3 HOURS IN VAIN. OH, WOE IS ME. (hamlet overdose)

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BTW XL'S BRO IS DAMN FUNNY HAHAHA. yay and we were discussing superband stuff during recess lah, which is duper fun hahaha. but i wanna watch so you think you can dance too ):

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HEY I'M BACK AGAIN. TWEAKY TUESDAY + 4 PHYSICS + 4 CHEM, I WONDER HOW I SURVIVED.


anyway, today morn was damn stressed cos had some communication probs about the ACE presentation. and had to chiong everywhere for the bsp hosting stuff. 4 physics lab lessons but mr lim let us off 20 mins early cos another tcher had to use the lab :D


then 2 chem, 2 ace and off we went for the farewell party :D whoa was damn cool cos we got to slack but cry me a river cos i missed 2 chem + LALA ): OMG lah howhowhow got test this week/next week lehhhh T_T


yeah and i dunno if i shld zap the chem ws for chang anot cos he say want zap me -.- argh forgot ask him help me copy notes T_T


oh btw the farewell party had bryani (: the yellow rice that indians eat, haven't eaten that in a long time! my house there never sell T_T yay and the choc cakes were so nice hahaha. the performances were nice! i loved the band + CO + wushu! then the dongzhou students sang (: very well done! at the bei jing huan ying ni song nicholas was doing the malay song/dance thingy -.- oh and got like 3 students did a fake wushu lol!


learnt alot from my buddy these 7 days :D whoa time sure flies. after tmr no one to go home with me right up to my doorstep T_T wahh i will miss her lor. dunno tmr will cry anot LOL. must camwhore with her today!


yihsin's buddy is so cute (: and nicole's buddy looks like her (LOL you still say she chioer than you -.-) and weijia's buddy looks like en ning! wenyi's buddy is chio, and my buddy is cute :D LOL. and the list goes on -.-


yeah that's about it gtg mug for LA! have a great day ahead and GG for me 530am @ changi airport T3 RAHHHH.

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lol ytd racial harmony celeb ended up quite -.- 30 mins of squeezing + laughing session cos we were busy scolding someone hahaha. like her brain's so square & xh's Miss Round LOL. & me & wy took scandalous pics! LOL.


got the malay song/dance session and silat session -.- and temasek sec ppl again who taught us the diff wedding ceremonies. HAHA.

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"Do the things that you love because you admire it, not just because you want people to admire you." - quote from van!

damn jaded, appearane VS reality, it's so true lah. i seriously dunno what's wrong with this world, and i dont wanna care alr.

i want you to talk to me like how you did before
i really miss those times
can we go back?

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tweaky tuesday isn't that bad (: except for the start. first thing in the morning had briefing for hosting the haimen people. blah i've got nth to say man. everything is so last minute and they want us to wait for them in sch until 5plus and somemore is on thurs and mon, the two days when i can go home early. then 10pm go hostel fetch them, 5am go airport with them. ZOMG. THIS IS MADNESS.

digression: ytd after assembly we stayed back for the briefing again then mr ang asked me how to pronounce my name and everyone realised yihern's name is pronounced the same way also lol. wah when we went for lunch the canteen was packed D: and i stayed back in library with niwatori to do the LA film + mug math (: omg and jingqi+ jiaqian (JQs) kept looking for each other lol damn funny.

kay back to today:

missed chem lab briefing but still managed to do titration thrice! haha i'm so proud of myself :D but the first time i accidentally overshot the reading then got 21.3 -.-

math test was after recess! maybe i flunked it again. anyway i give up alr lah. my math is hopeless.

physics, geog, bio. today all double periods lol. physics i didn't understand a single _ man. i think i can die for calculating the resistance in a complex circuit T_T wah man i'm really hopeless. geog i think the relief tcher teach not bad leh (: at least she explains stuff and doesn't tell us to search wikipedia/ rant on about plates and kueh lapis.

haha bio okayokay (: did loads of worksheets on genes and alleles. i'm lazy cos dowan do the genetic diagram leh. but i like punnet square :D

BSP was interesting cos i found out a lot of stuffs hahaha. and balloon tann is a noob cos she broke her contacts into three pieces O: damn happy after bsp cos it was raining and i got to go home with siewting LOL. we haven't talked properly in years though we see each other quite often. OH MAN i want a 6J gathering ): which reminds me of the more stuffs i found out O:

AND THIS IS THE LAST NIGHT I CAN SLEEP IN MY BED TILL NEXT WEEK T_T sayonara, bed ): hello, small little pathetic space where i put my chairs. yes i'm gonna lie on you so don't be surprised ):

crap i'm going bonkers. i dunno what to mug for leh. feel like slacking all the way. and omg i can't believe i'm playing poupee girl hahaha. I NEED MORE RIBBONS LOL.

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私は愛する，イーヘンル! :D HAHAHA.

YOUR VOICE WAS THE SOUNDTRACK OF MY SUMMERRRRRR ZOMG THUNDER ROCKS HAHAHA. had been wanting to type this for ages (: it's been stuck in my head for weeks alr, imba right. okay, shall stop here. じゃ! (typing in jap is a real kick!)

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TODAY IS A COOL DATE - 080708! YTD AS WELL (:

I SURVIVED TWEAKY TUESDAY YAY.

anyway, the past seems so distant since i can't rmb when was the last time i blogged. -.- today finally one test down! though i think i flunked it. LAST QN! AHHHHHHH. :'(

first quarter of the day = before recess we had double physics lab + double bio lab. physics we planned experiment for the marble to roll down 2 metre rules (2 1m rule, not 2m rule HAHA) and so pri schlish cos i rmb p6 i did before! heh. and bio lab measure length of 40 seeds O_O ZOMG I JUST RMBED I HAVE TO DO THE WS ARGH.

ACE we did this NE survey + game thingy. haha quite -.- but also fun! i got to use safari! which i think is damn cool cos i love its layout like iTunes worzxz. but the pics are quite lag ):

argh chang pwnz my score ): by like 200K *faints* anyway the objective is just to answer lotsa questions and build stuff in singapore! hahaha omg the cost to build changi airport is like 90K. think it's the most ex one lol. i built pulau kelong which i bet a lot of ppl also regretted HAHA. and got NTU, tan tock seng hospital, SINGAPORE ZOO omg it's so cute the gorilla and dunno what animals lol. then the rest i forgot le haha. and we have a cert after that! that is if we print extra haha.

yeah that's it bah. BSP was zzz again. but at least i didn't fall asleep. walked out of LT3 and got a huge surprise cos zt was standing there LOL. she was finishing her chi ws :D haha paiseh wy ask you wait for me but couldn't go home with you ): slacked around for awhile + did a few qns. then zt treated me to ice-cream (: thanks girl lublub euzxzsh hahaha!

we walked damn slowly i think cos later on xh caught up then we saw cy van bensim YaH (lol cos she called me YeH) wj chang benz LOL. and on the train was so fun we revised bio + names of countries from A-Z. but couldn't think of anyth except for names of countries cos i had brain block -.- and of course lotsa cold jokes from van :D + i was eating ice-cream BRRRRRRR.

i feel so loyal to singapore i want to put up the flag now! LOL no lah is cos very fun since my unit will be so distinct haha. anyway was crapping with zt about how someone procrastinate until he puts the flag all year round -.- then no space hang laundry haha.

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I JUST DON'T GET ALL OF YOU.

trying to tell myself all of this is what i deserved. i'm damn freaking sick of letting you treat me like this every day, and yet pretending that nothing happened.

anyway i sneaked here again cos couldn't resist the temptation :S this has gotta stop. haha. yay went singpost with zt to mug/slack/laugh/crap/sing :D before that ate lemon chicken rice at ghim moh (: gosh i took damn long to eat cos a lot of rice! haha.

at singpost took v long to decide the seat cos either too dark, too dirty or i dont like (lol yeah i'm choosy). and somemore got one hoard of guys (i think they took up two tables wth).

energy changes is done! and i'm still not sick of stacy's mom :D and the guy mannequin with abs and wearing patented underwear is driving everyone crazy :P just don't get it, it sells sea cucumbers, chinese lingzhi, and now patented underwear? haha.

when i was doing differentiation:

zt: when they ask me to differentiate ln (lawn) i think of the guy mowing stacy's lawn
(as the song goes:
Stacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn?
Your mom came out with just a towel on)

arr oh eff ell emm ay oh aka ROFLMAO. (damn fun to pronounce this way) but i forgot the second part of the joke ):

she kept saying i looked like jason castro with some retarded actions -.- and i realised i couldn't twitch my right eyebrow up alr ): oh we saw two kewt leetle girls today at two diff places who looked so alike! i like the second girl's hair :D so cute. (and omg what happened to your obsession? haha)

got some muggers at the foodcourt (think is olevel people, they look very stressed) which made me feel better cos at least we're not taking olevels :D yeah but not much diff lah.

MR LIM PLS REPLY ME AHHHH I BEG YOU. if not have to interview another day omg i wish we asked him earlier ): k sorry that was random.

BTW GO CHECK OUT SAY IT AGAIN BY MARIE DIGBY! the MV is so cute haha (:

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