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Friday, October 22, 2010

/ 10:28 PM

just had to get this off my chest.
surmounting stress.
so many things running, sprinting, leaping across the synapses of my brain, through my head.
you really shouldn't have said that, and I UTTERLY DISLIKE YOU. well since you like belittling me, I'LL PROVE YOU MY WORTH. and grow up please. OPEN UP YOUR FREAKING EYES
to self: it shouldn't be an excuse even if she doesn't care! JUST DO YOUR OWN STUFF. how can you progress if you don't make the effort?!

NO COMPLACENCY EVER.
fighting.

Labels: angry, dark, frustrated

Saturday, September 04, 2010

/ 10:08 AM

what went wrong?

planned too much, wasted lotsa time
didn't really follow plan
wasn't disciplined [stick to time allo]
didn't put in crucial points
didn't follow structure
didn't finish compre

what the hell was i thinking?!

what went right?

detailed plan [no freaking use]
improved on conclusion

i have to be disciplined from now on. consultations ftw.

Labels: frustrated, sad, stressed, stupid

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

So she said what's the problem baby? / 5:47 PM

Going off in awhile cause my sis needs the com for project. Long weekends are for rushing work. :( Defeats the purpose. I mean, even the working class can go out Friday night for a drink or two. :(

~~EDITING THIS LATER CAUSE I PROCRASTINATED AND FORGOT TO CONTINUE POSTING AND NOW MY SIS WANTS TO USE, LOL. We really need another com. :(~~

[edit]

~~Picture another day/com! No pics with me right now.~~

And I dunno if Thurs is gonna be a waste of time, cause the careers I chose are ideal for fun but not as a job, except SPH. Argh I hate thinking of my future job. Starting to realise I can't fit into any category. And really afraid I won't make the cut. Actually I shouldn't be stressing on this kinda stuff at this time. Maybe cause I just had an interview :S

Oh boy the new com's ready to use :D But the keyboard's still hard to type cause of the stickers urgh. And mousie's scroll is screwed :(

Wait. I just realised all the bookmarks in the other com can't be transferred. It's like, all my entertainment links and readings for CSC Econs and whatnot. Rah!

I REALLY WANNA GO OUT LEH. Go out as in outings. Not to-school-or-to-provision-shop-kind of going out. FANGTING I MIGHT WANT TO GO HARMONICA CONCERT again :D This time I will buy stuff for manda gwen and wq LOL

I'm figuring out Untitled by Simple Plan on piano. :)

PE tmr, I'm still exhausted from the run on Monday. Couldn't study much for econs, plus I rushed out GP essay for nothing. Talk about suayness. + there was math test which I screwed.

:( [/edit]

Replies!
xiuli: Yeah you just dc-ed suddenly the other day -.-
kiwihead: Haha it's fine, thank you :D It should be great for you right, cause you're smiling :) Don't feel that life's screwed lah. I'm kinda slacking now, chionging hw tmr :D

Labels: frustrated, photo series, random

Sunday, March 01, 2009

/ 12:16 PM

OMGGGGGGGG, THE HORROR.

I might have to do an endoscopy test soon ARGHHH! Wth! I can't imagine having a tube in my throat all the way to my stomach! OMG ever since like 10 years ago when I had asthma, I have a phobia of having things through my throat :(

HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW.

Okay lemme list the stuffs i have to do today.

1. GP JOURNALS (at least 2)
Pwned.
2. Urm, loads of other stuff that I'm lazy to list out.

I'm very unsettled now.

xiuli: They're both food thieves! :( Eh and how you know I'm slower than WY leh! I type quite fast one hor! Eh really the police super fierce. Tell you next time. :(
wenyi: -.- pfft. Go buy go buy! If I tell my mum that she'll kill me hahaha.

Labels: busy, frustrated

Thursday, February 05, 2009

/ 9:37 PM

Ahh long time no post!

Was late in the morn. OMG. I missed 3 buses in a row and plus I went down early to wait faithfully for my beloved (like real) bus 30 but to no avail. I could've squeezed into the 2nd bus lor! Argh and I really dunno what to do since the double-decked bus uncle doesn't stop and by right there's more space on a double-deck but when the poor single decked bus uncle stops, there's no space and then the bus has to go off again. TELL ME WHY IS LIFE SO UNFAIR AND WHY DO I KEEP MISSING BUSES T_T

HAHAHA on a sidenote, I can't believe my class is made up of such a bunch of crazy and zi-high ppl who amused me a lot by dancing and fooling and marching around :D and of course entertained me while I was studying for econs. And was laughing till my sides hurt. Hopefully we'll still be this crazy when all the stress kicks in (and not break down and all that kinda crap)

I dunno why I'm typing long sentences continuously. Must be the song I'm listening to now. A lot of repetitions but is nicenicenice :D Tonight by FM Static. First heard it on wenxin's blog. Okay anyway we took vids of ppl dancing HAHAH IT ALL STARTED WITH JOCELYN omg she's really pro :D Hope you get in yeah!

Okay the funniest part is actually wenxin bouncing the vball on the wall + the cutecute music after everyone finished dancing! I think we'll have enough prac for youth day celeb dances man :D

Okay anyway I really really REALLY REALLY don't like how we're tested on econs. I mean the MCQ part is alright, but the marks system is crap. Seriously which person in the right mind would give a minus one for a wrong answer? Not zero but minus one. Great, so the passing mark is 1/15. I LOVE IT. HAHA.

OH GOD.

Heehee, kelly and zm are so cutee :D

Replies to tags!

/th: HAHAHA YES I LOVE KELSEY but I'm not les :P
jiajia: Haha thanks a lot you cheered me up :D
wenyi: Eh no lah think pessimistic. Cos if you get 8 right and 7 wrong, you get 1 mark in the end. So you still fail the test. -.- I'm so sad you can't sense my sarcasm ):

Labels: angry, frustrated, fun, sad

Monday, September 29, 2008

/ 5:33 PM

I'll just smile and pretend nothing happened.

ALONSO ALONSO ALONSOOOOOOOOOOO ZOMG HE'S MY GOD HAHAHAHA. :D

Sometimes there's no point in getting all vexed up and sad, cos you're just making things hard for yourself. So I'll just take one step at a time and face all the troubles with a freaking smile, I don't wanna care if it's a fake one or what, even though I hate fake ones.

In case you were looking for a smiley face,

(:

I would've made it larger if I could.

Labels: angry, frustrated, sad

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

URGH / 6:36 PM

ALRIGHT, YOU WIN, BSP.

YOU WIN.

I DON'T NEED TO STUDY FOR EOYS ALR. THANKS A LOT.

in the first place i really don't see what's the point. and we decided on the topic like more than one month ago, but are still working on this cos of communication probs with the tcher and had to change topics like a million times and we don't have the proposal template now cos the tcher didn't check her locker and realise that we handed it in already, but we have to re-do it. by this week. so the thing is we don't have the template!

freaking stressed up now. what to do?!

and we have a holy math exam two days later, in case nobody realised. and i was planning to do revision over the weekend. you know what, i'm not gonna care anymore.

Labels: angry, frustrated, stressed