God i'm just gonna let you take the wheel down this road. my fate is in your hands but i feel damn safe. :) no more self denial/lack of confidence k! promise to try.
okay though i don't trust a certain someone, must have agape and trust fully in You :) everyth will be alright!
eeyer my tagboard hates me. cheater.
karmen: heya haha can la my twitter got my blog link what :) thanks girl! praying for you too God bless! lucky you one-paper-per-weeker! can play alr!
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dear God, i hope everything works out. :(
feels like i'm backsliding and i know it. i know my purpose but lost my drive cos A's will not help in achieving my purpose at all!
if i could do it for prelims why can't i do it now eh? hmm.
so lethargic now i feel like i'm having a hangover lol
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feels like i woke up on the wrong side of bed today! zomg so freaking tired.
and where did my motivation go? *nonono cannot think of after A's it's sooooo distracting*
what i really need: smth to boost my energy. and brain cells to multiply.
hmm anyway had this calling to visit jocelyn's tumblr and i found this! :)
1. “The greatest pleasures in life are the ones that others say you can’t do.”
2. “The power of your dream must be more powerful than your excuses.”
3. “The day you stop living is the day you stop dreaming.”
4. “Don’t look at the problem, look at the solution.”
5. “When you fall, there’s always something to learn.”
6. “Dream big - those who think they can do it, will achieve it.”
7. “It’s ALWAYS too soon to quit.”
8. “The first step to becoming is to be willing.”
9. “Happy are those who have dreams and are willing to sacrifice what’s needed to achieve it.”
10. “Once you start, don’t stop, go all the way.”
11. “Perseverance, determination, motivations will be able to move mountains.”
12. “Our greatest fear is ourselves, so dare to move on.”
13. “You’re either a loser, or you achieve your dreams.”
14. “Procrastination is the greatest thief of all time.”
15. “Preparation is the key to success.”
16. “Use your smile to change the world, don’t let the world change your smile.”
17. “Individual glory is insignificant compared to team glory.”
18. “Overcome challenges rather than let challenges overcome us.”
In order to move out of the shell you have moulded with the externalities, you first need to be willing to move. Comfort zone’s easy to stay in when you’ve gotten used to the valleyways; but the warm sun’s really a lot more pleasant to get used to. So take it up, all your yoke and dreams, and move impetuously. Be reckless, unrestrained and impulsive in wanting to move out, just in case you hesitate and put down your baggage yet again. Make the decision to move, and from then on, be sane, wise, and responsible.
You’re on your own now.
thanks girl! hope to see you soon!
hope i know what are God's plans for me! woohoooo love spiritual blogs! gonna read all our dear leaders' blogs aft A's!
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ahhh need some strength to face the music here
should i have tuition tmr? i realllly don't wanna. but then thinking of sermon last week, God tests your love.. and it's just a few more sessions.. argh dilemma.
omg these few days my QT were spent in bed i feel soooo guilty. haveta really sit down and conc! fell asleep last night looping Stronger by Hillsong and i woke up w a jolt around 12plus thinking it was 4am and time to wake up! hmm freaky i seldom do this. i thot i heard my alarm.
ok wonder how i got by the past week. it was literally just -_- sneezing and trying to mug my head off. and consec papers really do kill esp when you're sick. the days just felt like a trip on a bullet train to hell, ohman am so glad 'the worst' (or not) is over! thank God for the amazing strength You gave me! i was really blown away!
left two of my most feared subjs. :( will i get through this? with You, i def can! :D sigh need the strength and to completely surrender to You. i can't seem to study at night wish the sun could be up all day!
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just had to get this off my chest.
surmounting stress.
so many things running, sprinting, leaping across the synapses of my brain, through my head.
you really shouldn't have said that, and I UTTERLY DISLIKE YOU. well since you like belittling me, I'LL PROVE YOU MY WORTH. and
grow up please. OPEN UP YOUR FREAKING EYES
to self: it shouldn't be an excuse even if she doesn't care! JUST DO YOUR OWN STUFF. how can you progress if you don't make the effort?!
NO COMPLACENCY EVER.
fighting.
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