joel's farewell was awesome! games were v well-planned since only had two days or so to plan/prepare! thank you everyone! as usual affirmation/praying was the best part next to cooking! :) ohhhh and i'm super impressed w the food hahaha! esp mashed potatoes :) zixuan and kellie's mad mashing skills, joel's zai chopping skills, glad's uber minced garlic, and jolyn's baked eggs!

caught up w zt today in sch aft collecting testimonial :D but didn't take pics omg :( ate club sandwich too, was awesome. gosh she'd better be immune to my cough, else i'll be the culprit :(

whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger. gahh. i caught a flu, fever and throat infection! it's been almost a week and i'm on the way to recovery now but the feeling just sucks. feeling waaaaay pessimistic now, aft all i've missed service and lg in a row.

i can't even enter an air-con room, else my throat gets all uncomfortable and i'll start tearing. wonder what the heck's wrong. self-medicated but might be going to the doc's later cos i ran out of med :(

so it's been tv, comp, sleep, reading the Bible/daily bread, popping med, trying to laugh w/o hurting my throat, suppressing my voice etc. nothing interesting. i keep getting emotional for no apparent reason these days. mad case of moodswings. okay really needa learn to grow grow grow spiritually and stop being so selfish and jealous and lazy and holding everyth back. :( this week i discovered a lot of my flaws and realised i'm damn unsatisfactory. haven't made God smile today, nor this whole week. :( need to stop sinning.

on a sidenote, found shows worth watching. i'm having an obsession w cooking shows/competitions these days. haha. Happy Lunchbox and Yes Chef. :D shall watch the rest online if i'm still sick tmr.

Labels: reflection, sick