ohman i'm so hooked onto taylor swift's songs. but too bad i dont have all, only teardrops on my guitar and our song ): she has such a beautiful voice!

i love mary's song by her too! :D anyone has it? purleaseee send me & you'll be my saviour! (:

wonder if i could just go down to the cd store to get her album. but my wallet doesn't allow me ): sigh. & i feel bad asking ft to send me her songs too ): thanks, girl!

doing my lovely portfolio now and the even more so lovely chem eposter that i didnt know about till ytd. great.

haha, zt just imparted some wonderful skill to me :D yay!

i hope bio blog is going fine in mdm loh's eyes. okay what the heck am i talking about ahha. shall go search for ppl's bio blog! arharh.

friday, angsanas at the beach! (:

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don't read on if you havent seen the emo side of me. because it'll scare you.

those memories are at the back of my head, just like in the 'oldest' posts in blogger. i just didnt want to trigger them, till just now.

i was so dumb in the past. why did i end up like that? i cared too much. even when i was on the losing end, i still put in my heart and soul. what sort of intelligence is this?! i got nothing back. unless you call hatred something. i put in my health, my energy, my heart and soul, and i got nothing back. you can say it's my fault, but i didnt want that to happen.

i should've given up earlier. i dont know lah. it's just fate that god put me through this. i could've ended up someplace else, but then, i actually cried when i found out the truth at first. it still ended up to be fate torturing me.

i thought i had everything including the pain, but then i lost everything, and the pain remained. now you have to make me cut my wounds again by doing some dumb thing that has no meaning. i wouldn't care less, but some people do.

Labels: reflection, sad