hope conference was such a blast. exceeded all expectations. miracles seen, hearts broken and healed.

there's still a long way to go. but dwelling in Him and gonna listen to the Holy Spirit's voice blast in me such that i'll not let opportunities come to pass. my heart bleeds for those who do not know of Jesus' love for them yet. won by one, one by one.

day 1 (in non-chrono order):

"challenge yourself to be challenged." thank You for this sister.

God gave me a vision that is close to my heart. He showed me a blade cutting through cloth binded by unwanted threads. the blade represents courage which i'll rcv with faith and His power. the threads rep the traps that the devil sets. cloth - heart. the end product, untainted and unmangled cloth, can then be used for so many purposes. "spread love."

confirmed my path to take communications. need to pray about this some more. translation. for publications like The Daily Bread. write songs for Jesus. (no idea how i'm gonna do that)

be the salt in my family. sow on my grandma, mum and bring them to Mandarin service.

prayed for my family. "at this moment, something is changing and stirring in their hearts."

prayed for the prison and walls of inferiority around me to disintegrate.

don't let the devil diminish you. don't let others tell you who you are.

King of courage and strength. fall back upon Him. proud to be a child of God.

Rev Mark's story about red hair - still on fire for Jesus. see the good things.

we do not set out to be an inspiration. that's not an end in itself. - refer to notes.

day 2:

kairos - pouring our hearts out. bleeding for those who are lost in this world. they are loved yet they don't even know.

prayed for to have an inkling of what to do in China. perhaps start a uni LG. 1.3bn people, i wna make an impact.

forgive. we hold grudges w some ppl and we tend to forget over time, but our hurt is reminded when we see them again. forgive cos we are forgiven at the cross, when Jesus took upon all our sins.

teachings by Reverend Mark shed light to Christian life and answered my doubts about what is considered a luxury / necessity. have hobbies to refresh ourselves! rhythm and pace. like a series of heartbeats.

marathon. not how fast you go, but how long you last.

told God to keep me accountable, in terms of reducing not-so-spiritual things.

second vision i had: prisoners with hands tied, walking towards a door, led by a few ppl beside them. but when they exited through the door, they transformed into birds, and flew into the sky, seeking freedom.

pls not let this be just a fleeting passion. let it be deeply rooted in my heart, and produce seeds which will be fruitful.

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