need more strength than ever to break out of my comfort zone. day 1&2 of yingxin were really cui, but day 3 i tried my best no regrets. still i need God to push push push me! and i believe there's more in store.
have a sudden yearning to love flawed people again, it's so overwhelming. what's going on? having a love-hate relationship w this world right now.
i'm really thankful for all the caring peeps, for i really don't deserve their love. really want and need to go on a mission trip soon. really wanna serve and contribute. what's the point if you're living a self-indulgent life and can't make a positive impact on others? what's done for yourself won't ever last but what's done for others will leave a more lasting impact than you've ever imagined.
oh and i really need to rest. too lazy to apply for uni now. still quite lost, though at least i've a sketchy idea of what courses to take. but still not cfmed about the path i'll be taking in the future. have this hunch to take socio in nus though. not sure why.
There's always a better way
there's always a bridge that needs crossings
there's always the straight and the narrow
the wide and the shallow
But I know that you're guiding me
and the best is yet to come
--Building 429, Glory Defined
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