have to get some things off my chest.
what exactly am i yearning for? dreams that seemed so possible to achieve, now look distant and defunct. it doesn't just take your heart and soul, it takes time. time is the most essential. no matter how hard i want something, i still need time to pursue it.
for the sake of the 7 months, i will persevere. the only chance i will get such a well-deserved (or not?) break.