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Thursday, June 26, 2008
Dust, glitter, rain / 5:19 PM

25 June

I hate myself for all the feelings I had.

If fate didn't work that way, maybe I wouldn't have been living in self-denial now. I was just too stupid, bearing everything and not wanting to give up. But now, it doesn't even matter whether I gave up or not. My life is screwed. I really regret.

Anyway, back to typing proper sentences cos I just felt like it. And my MSN dn is back :D hahaha.

Okay. Nothing much today, so gotta run. Editing this again tmr or another day, I hope.

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26 June

I think everything's just gonna get worse. On the way home I thought of a lot of stuffs, and the more I thought the lousier I felt. So shan't think anymore.

I can't take this anymore. Only the 4th day and there's nowhere to escape. I'm just an eyesore. Don't know why I'm experiencing all this sh*t lah. If not for my family & friends, I wouldn't even be here anymore. I'm not even living for myself now. If you know your dreams won't even get fulfilled, it doesn't even matter how hard you try; you just won't get there. I mean, I want to keep telling myself I will succeed. But everything's just a terrible lie.

Damn it lah. Everything sucks. Probably just some hormones and moodswings. And a little dose of homework and projects (yeah who am I kidding). It'll be over soon, tmr's the last day! I WILL PULL THROUGH. :D


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Truckloads of love
God and my family are my beacons of hope.
I adore ORANGE and pastel colours.
I love Mother Nature and the outdoors.
I want the Rainbow, not the pot of gold.
I love photography.
I get really happy during drizzly rainy days.
Junk food is love!
Childish fantasies
I want to touch falling snow and to build a snowman & snow angel
I want these.
I want a photo book/ collage of goofy/ happy shots of my friends and I.
I want Pushing Daisies DVD
I want to go to New Zealand/Boston/France/Spain
I need more time with family & friends so I can cherish them
I want to travel around the world to experience cultures and languages, and to help the needy.
I want to experience photography in a whole new light.
I'm saving up for a Polaroid/Holga & film
I need happiness & love :) we all do.

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