life's so fcked up now.

decided to go on a hiatus awhile & give myself some privacy, away from the prying eyes of people. think i got my inspiration from mr lim's lesson ytd. i've hurt too many ppl just by posting a simple post.

anyway, i've yet to explain to her about the incident. i felt really terrible cos i really wasn't at fault but all her fingers were pointing at me invisibly. feel so backstabbed & misunderstood & she looked so superficial. i know she was trying to make me feel guilty, but what was i to do?

felt so terrible until just now when i decided to just let it go. of course i will explain to her. but if she was prejudiced just because of that incident, i've got nothing to say.

to let all of life's miseries go is so difficult. what's done cannot be undone.

if not for the inspiring emo vid mdm loh shown us today, i dno where i'll be. maybe in heaven now. she made us write a letter to us in the future. i forgot to write the date :P we did three cheers for her, and i really think she deserves it. she's a really good and kind teacher who doesn't judge by appearances. my idol.

i kind of love my blog layout now. not messy with all those clickable buttons (but some ppl don't know where to click) and all so messy yet superficial when i'm trying to keep it active. & the stagnant tagboard makes me depressed. now it's just three lines of simplicity. (:

i promise myself to start life anew from today. it'll be difficult but i'll have joel's strength and stand up again.