coincidentally, someone's 29th feb was also fabulous.

i still have some anger in me. well can't be helped. i dont want to have a short life but that's what some people are trying to do.

what's this world coming to? some people accuse us of cheating. 恶人先告状. smart lor, we're supposed to be dumb what. even teachers think that. whatever, you all good lor. exceed expectations.

i'm seriously damn jaded. no point being angry but i really can't help it. i'm not being unreasonable or what, but, well maybe i'm overreacting. i just can't stand wrong accusations.

4 tests + 4 projs in a week = jaded

i'm seriously damn tired of all these things. i just want to get it all over and done with. i'm tired of all this dao-ing, non-stop tests, non-stop projs, non-stop naggings, non-stop whatever shit. i cant wait to finish schooling.

THE FREAKING PROJS AND TESTS, THEY'RE FREAKING TAKING UP SO MUCH OF MY TIME. i'd rather just freaking have ca1s and 2s, FREAK LAH.

I'M SERIOUSLY GONNA 入土为安，挂，走，去，踢桶 (kick the bucket)，离开，见阎罗王，赴黄泉，卖咸鸭蛋 soon.

F;LIUOPIAFHOPAIHFPODIHAIOP HFIOAUCKCFIDJAC;OIJAOISJFJ

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I kicked my cpu till it cracked. if only it was a bucket, lol kidding.

Don't ever get your hopes up because if it doesn't come true, everything will come crashing down.

What's the freaking point of those memories? Life goes on and memories won't freaking help you in anything, only bring sorrow and pain and regret and dno what shit ass. F-ck. Practical people will care about memories meh? Short term people leh? they won't rmb any shit what.

[moodswinging]

i forgot what i wanted to blog about. i think i needa cry for a bit, too long nv cry alr all the stress inside me gonna explode but can't come out.

dismissed at 2.10 today. like half hour late. freak the cher. samuel was singing hey there delilah LOL. hey now i'm listening on repeat, very nice. i somehow am really sensitive to songs. like someone sing in class then the song can be in my head the whole day. i love music (:

i'm sorry if i spoilt your day,
sorry if i made you feel that way.
sorry if i was such a pms-ing loser.
and sorry if i couldn't cheer you up,
sorry if i dao-ed you,
sorry for not being up to your expectations,
sorry for anything/everything i didn't do or did.
this is to everyone.

and i love you, all of you, esp AF, kokkiri, tak (chicken), kitsune. i love you, papa mama, sis.

alright what the hell is wrong with me lah. just felt i should say it in case anything happens or i forget.