i've got so many things going on in my brains now, i dont know how to put it. i shall just list by random.

ytd got back exam papers, but i didn't really feel anything till i got home. even if my parents didn't blame me, i still feel very bad. sorry for letting you down, dad & mum. i shall really try harder next year. was emo-ing on the sofa & i think last night i ate the most in a month. but games with my sis plus the tv cheered me up! :D

watched dead silence this morning, the puppet freaks me out till now (& we haven't watched even halfway through lah) lol jq kept screaming, so cute (:

then my class is really crazy. 3i had this beyblade craze ytd or smth, then today kk or dunno who started bringing them O: & it's really quite a joy to watch (: childhood memories! ms ng actually thought the stadium was a dustbin cover D: omg.

hmm, we learnt new stuff for math so next year will be easier. then hcl chem la went through papers.

it was a long wait till physics, the last period. though i passed, i still feel stupid. 0.8 diff in GPA, just two marks! & those two marks were lost carelessly & with great stupidity, smart right? felt like banging my head on the table. maybe i should get that 'bang head here' pencil case next year. any sponsors?

went home with zt, ft & zy :D talked about depressing aftermath of eoys. & ft really scared me at buona vista okay! omg i can't believe it O: & on the way the train sudd jerked violently D: haha then i almost kena heart attack, my heart jerked upwards then i felt darn dizzy, & my face was really red accord to zy. tsktsk. am i getting old? O:

on the way home emoing again. it's really terrible.

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think i'm cursed with same marks as xh O:
i shouldn't even have started thinking about it.
what's wrong with you? you're not the same anymore.
i will work harder.

: the above is just random thoughts. (: