nothing much happened today. just rmbed i had moodswings again, argh. stupid moodswings can you leave me alone? speak of the devil, i was just discussing about you with ft ytd you know. ):

bio did revision on plants & dna. ace did class discussion, & i didn't even participate. wth. i dont care alr. want to say also didn't get the chance to anyway. sucks. geog we went through hilda taba. lol mrs bok's darn funny :D

then during pccg we're talking about bgr. then samuel showed us tak's toys. bear, tigger, furry pen, dhs doll, stupid gatsby fan etc. i got duper emo dno why also. lol but after a while got happy again. wth. had lunch with nic & went over to van & ben there awhile. ben's coldjoke is really colddd. oops forgot to pay nic for the drinks.

were late again for elective. i feel so paiseh :S we talked about china's diff food culture. then nic & i were talking about, uh, retards? haha. then someone didn't go home with me cos that retard forgot to bring her wallet -.-

omg on the mrt i realised xh waited for me? haha was smsing 4 ppl at the same time :D

then on the way home fm paya lebar i got uber emo again. was it just my imagination?

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wth i'm really confused now. wtf is wrong with my life.

can the answer to my problems just fall from the sky? i need to choose. & i hate making choices. one wrong choice could lose me my happiness. i dont want to make the same mistakes again. i dont want to hurt anyone.

but i dont think it's just the 'choices' part. it's just not simple, put it this way.

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i feel terrible. has our friendship ended long ago, after i left? or was our friendship not even strong enough to withstand that?

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flames to dust,
lovers to friends.
why do all good things come to an end?