i was in a freaking moodswing today. very very scary, though i didn't explode at anyone.

haha xh was so crazy she actually sprained her left ankle on the step above the concrete path. she jumped & landed perfectly there. so she went sick bay with wy & smuggled back an icepack! very nice to play with, those blue gel stuff :D

the whole half of the day was okay, bio was uber fun cos mr vincent came to teach. didn't know he was still a trainee -.- sat with van for a few minutes for bio, then dno why kept thinking of perv stuff. like 'engaging you to like bio & arousing' -.- anyway we spent 55 mins doing self-intro & crapping, it was darn funny. we were supp to say your name plus 3 things people don't know about yourself.

mx actually said he was a male, oh my -.- oh & kiankok said he was [ur]mother, some stupid name which they use in dota, which mr vincent funnily mistaken as kk was his mother. laughed till like mad. oh & zhujie said she liked to eat salty duck & he thought is 缩替打 or some funny chi word-.- then there were ppl whose brains were closer to the ground, who were not elephants, who were gays, who could speak in british accent, who liked red & rats, who were not watching harry potter & were watching harry potter, who love harry potter, whose favourite colours were on his head (bensim) etc. darn fun.

last 5 mins (actually more cos mrs bok came late) spent doing lessons. dna mrna transcription translation proteins! (: alright. that's all i can rmb for the whole day & i'm lazy to check the timetable for today to blog. & chem was very lazy, ms tiong was going through uber cheem stuff that i didn't bother to understand. the entire whole class was sleepy/heads on arms/tables. so she left 10 mins for going through light stuff like mcq qns :D she's damn cute okay! 'let's smile & let's be cute & crazy zebra' haha!

then after that became very depressed. just didn't wanna talk/almost cried i think. dno, maybe hormonal imbalance -.- after eating lunch & seeing mrs chin i totally became very haywired. ut it's not because of that lah. was walking home with a freaking bad mood like the whole world owes me. i really dunno what's wrong. i know i'm not supp to be like this, but can't help it.

i think i was even close to the point of suicidal on the mrt. thinking of things i wasn't supp to be thinking. well, thinking can really kill.

can't go on anymore. don't want to elaborate. sorry ft, i ended on a bad note again. but it's my tendency to say the happier stuff first, haha.

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why do people only notice certain things & not the insignificant? why are appearances so easy to fool? & how do we tell a facade from reality?