i knew today wouldn't have been any better from ytd.

school sucks. why'm i like so unlucky?

everything just doesn't seem that right anymore. i guess they really weren't from the start, i was just deceiving myself. trying to act so alright, so normal, so nothing's wrong. but i'm a true-blue narcissist, as quoted from zt.

zt rocks. talking to her sorta makes me feel better. it helps to know someone's also feeling down when you are. but i guess i'm alright actually, at least on the outside still able to type 'haha's and smiley faces all over convos.

i don't even know what i'm feeling, or what i am anymore.

lost my chem notes today. i let ms tiong help me keep cos we were having chem test & no notes were allowed. then after the test she let everyone take back their notes then someone mistook it for his/hers i think & took mine.

walao i really miss my notes it's a whole stack on how to obtain insoluble + soluble salts & i wrote a lot of stuff on it. plus the solubility table. ):

but if anyone took it on purpose, then i really have nothing to say. cos i believe in retribution. but i don't thin that's the case lah.

CHEM NOTES PLEASE COME BACK TO ME, PRETTY PLEASE! I MISS YOU LIKE A THOUSAND HEARTBREAKS (okay a bit too 夸张 but i dno what else to fit in there).

i hope tmr will be much better. it's youth day for Pete's sake! maybe i should be more optimistic; where's the yeeherng in sec two? i want her back!