since monday i've been going out every single day (:

& i'm friggin exausted these days. we've filmed a few scenes, & it's darn cool though we got a lot of NGs (: haha. now i'm struggling on making blood, yucks. i keep procrastinating, can't get the formula right. white glue can't work with paint. yet to try soap.

sucks. this whole bloody blood thing is a joke. it won't look realistic anyway, if it's done by me. i'm such a disaster, pulling my group down.

doing filming again later on. night scene. & friday. monday was discussion, tues filming, wed doing hw with zy, today filming, fri whole day filming. sat free day (i hope), sun tuition.

look at my schedule, & it's for an uber free person on sunny days. just bombarded like that, & i know there're ppl worse than me like van who has dno how many tuition subjects in a week. LOOK AT HOW MUCH AN AVERAGE SEC STUDENT DOES. LOOK AT THE AMT OF HW & PROJS THEY HAVE. LOOK AT THE FKING AMT OF TIME THEY'RE GIVEN. you want quality, then give us time. NO TIME, NO QUALITY. DUH! now i'm starting to think tchers are dumb.

it's not like we're playing every single day, or even playing & playing all the time? i started my hw like 2nd wk of hols can. now i'm still struggling. take bio for instance. one map, not even one week will do to complete it.

whatever lah, i don't care about hw anymore. every day it's hw, projs, FREAKING HELL. what's the friggin use anyway. you waste lots of printer ink, lots of paper, cut down so many trees. the earth's dying, the world'll be a much better place without homework and projects. there'll be more trees around, & we humans probably live longer too.

so what the hell is homework for?! WHO THE FKING HELL INVENTED HOMEWORK & PROJECTS HUH? THAT'S THE FKING WORST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO A STUDENT.

freaking idmi & bio cmap. HOW DO YOU SQUEEZE 20 EFFING PAGES OF YOUR 450-PAGE THICK BIO TB INTO AN A4 SIZE PAPER? & it's 20 marks, how nice. can't really rmb 15 or 20, but isn't 20 nice? 1 mark for 1 page. miss 1 page, too bad, no marks for ya.

IDMI. MY GROUP'S NOT DOING ANYTH. no time to anyway. everyone's busy with projs, hw projs and hw. not to mention frigging tests bombing on us next week the first thing we return to school. what a perfect back-to-school gift for all of us, eh?

oops sorry. this is a v contradicting post, happy start, bad ending. moodswings.