got some v inspirational stuff from this gal called Cmate (who just tagged). http://mini-bites.blogspot.com/

"There are many times we think we know who we truly are, but how many times can we actually stand up tall and say, "This is who I am - take it or leave it." How often do we give in and become someone else in order to fit into the society? How often do we change tiny bits of ourselves so that others can accept us in their lives? When exactly are we true to ourselves to confess that this is who we are and not change our hearts because of the world?"

i think it's really true for me. sometimes i really dunno who i am. "You make your face a mask. A mask that hides your face. A face that hides the pain. A pain that eats your heart. And a heart that nobody knows."

it's really stupid cos everything's so indefinable. every single thing in life, every single thing which is happening to me now. is this life?