wanted to use the com for LA essay but ended up chatting with jt. haha. anyway i use the com to type essays cos i lazy to write. my hand aches so much when i write kay. or maybe i'm just plain lazy. haha.

just wished the world was somewhat real. everything others do are just so unpredictable. you never know when someone will backstab you. just a random thought though. getting all corny these few days.

was walking home with van zt ft a few days ago. then van and i slipped into a convo. we began talking about psycological stuff and about life. we live to die and all those stuff. yeah then it appeared quite weird to me cos i was in a good mood. but come to think of it, it doesn't really make much sense now.

when you live, u live life your best. but why go to school and endure all the physical and mental stress? u waste more than half of every day when you could have 24 hours. it's all for the sake of food. if there's no food, then no one needs to work. then we won't need education. then we can all slack at home and watch tv and eat potato chips (quoted from siva).

but now i think of it. if no one works, there won't even be computers and potato chips and tv. we won't even have money to buy all those. what a weird world. so living is about money huh? it's so complex. haha.

i wanna drop bsp! cos i wanna be exposed to more electives hais. they seem so interesting and it's partly because of those electives that i wanted to stay in dhs! ): blah now i have to take bsp 4 terms without scholarship! :O

rawr and i have so much hw and stuff to revise. wonder how i'm gonna cope with sec 3 life when i'm already breaking down during sec 2.

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came up with a list of J words for our class but nobody liked them anyway. i shan't put in 100% anymore.