suddenly got a very nostalgic feeling about 2d just now. but before i could blog, the feeling was gone. haha blogger's slow man. but maybe my moodswing's got to do with the song i was listening too. jay chou & angela. well, songs do affect my mood.

anyway, been slacking practically the whole day. neglected my hw! ah but actually i did do my LA essay and maths indices ws. hmm that's a good thing. i just didn't revise for physics cos i didn't bring tb home. but i did try to dwnld the ppt slide uploaded on asknlearn & still took the trouble to edit the whole freaking thing (but was too lazy to read through all the long sentences like the one i'm typing right now). got this habit of typing long sentences nowadays. been doing that on friendster quite often (esp writing testi to my sis) haha.

hmm, i did revise chem a lil bit. rawr haveta really buck up and try to revise each subject covered every day. if not i'll go bonkers trying to digest all the stuffs learnt only when exams are nearing.

& i don't wanna take bsp 4 terms! i mean what's the point of taking it when i don't have the scholarship. not only the scholarship thingy but imagine going to some stupid talk every monday w/o anyone u know (most prob surrounded by a whole group of prcs) and in the end not get anything at all?! i don't want history to repeat itself again. i don't wanna do everything for nothing again. and i wanna 'experience other electives' too (as quoted from van). the msp etc seems nice & creative lah. ): yet i'm stuck with bsp for 4 freakin' terms aka 1 whole freakin' year!

what a sad life i have.

gotta discuss with my dad but he won't let lah. and i wonder how the teacher will react if i didn't turn up for the talk on mon which is like, tmr? sigh.