sometimes there're just people who don't even care a single shit. sometimes they just have to say those hurting words. sometimes things just don't pay off. and of all times, it had to happen today.

orientation today. (: yups. reached sch by sch bus eventually late cos long story lah. then basically just ran everywhere chionging all the camp cook stuff. the sec ones are so !@#& man. they either say your food look like shit and dao u like you don't exist or take a lot a lot of food and keep on getting more like we have endless supply.

around 1plus we had patrol lunch. then chai everything and had mini evaluation by ventures. did 45 pumpings for the broken flowerpot which cost 100+ and our unhygienic food.

played a bit of water games. that's all lah. got redder and more muscle aches. went home with yc gina jj. (: haha she threw a sock to me lol! landed somewhere else though.

did you have to say those words to pin me down? u so good right. COOK URSELF LAH. BUY YOURSELF ALSO CAN. JUST DON'T DO THAT TO ANYONE MAN. HOW WOULD U LIKE IT IF U SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON SOMETHING WHEN U COULD HAVE GONE OUT SHOPPING OR CHIONGED UR HW AT HOME, AND PPL SAY IT SUCKS. seh right? don't even put anyone in your eyes. EFF YOU MAN.

i just feel so frustrated. everything went down the drain. maybe i shouldn't complain so much in guides. maybe i should just shut the f up and mind my own business cos there're so many others who put in more than me and still got nothing. but i can't take it anymore. i'm not one who can give it all and get negative in return. food, deco, tents, point system. it all went into nothing.