i've recovered from my depression. i hope. anyway, i wanna start life afresh. with a different attitude this time. a positive one.

it's no use wallowing in self pity, i realised. your life will just be more miserable. although i may not be as capable as others, and the things i do may not be significant at all, i still make a difference to people around me, be it positive or negative.

and the most important thing is, life's about being happy! zy's right. i must stay happy. if not, life's as good as nothing. OPTIMISM YAY! i'll work harder. i'll do my best. especially for next year. it's gonna be tough, but i'll try, though i can't guarantee i won't give up.

thanks for all the encouragements on the tagboard (: i really appreciate that. i may be too lazy to reply the tags, but a BIG THANK YOU to everyone who tagged! especially zy (: love angsana family forever and ever!

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had guides first aid course from monday till wednesday. full days, mysteriously tiring too. cpr made me sick. cos we shared face masks to blow in. but overall it was fun! and the instructors were friendly (: too bad kenneth didn't come for the last day tsktsk. haha urine can cure marine stings! (:

we've been having lunch at kfc and mac for three days straight. hmm and my gastric's acting up. i actually vomitted on the last day when i reached home. quite scary though. i saw bits of things flying about blocking my vision. :S

ohgosh i'm addicted to agatha christie's books! murder. am i getting sadistic? and to digress a little, i think i am. cos we saw many disgusting stuff like pics on amputation, intestines coming out of a persons body etc during fa course. uber freaky. and i didn't even wince when i saw some africans being lashed on tv at home!

project runway isn't really that nice after all.