i dont know what's wrong with me, i keep feeling like blogging in a few sentences recently. so here goes:
- don't help me if you don't even want to.
- you don't even trust me, no matter how hard i try
- nothing's gonna be right
- all those encouragements, are they all lies
- looks are so deceiving
- i wanna run away, but that only will make matters worse.
- sometimes i feel like i'm alone fighting my own war.
- i'm gonna go crazy someday, i swear.
- you see me as irresponsible, but i don't really care
- all i know is i've tried my best
didn't really feel better than ranting them all out. but that's the most i can do. seeya on the last week of november. or maybe i won't survive till then.