just realised how even the simplest actions could hurt someone so deeply. just a few words, or even a stare. it could bring such a deep cut to a person's heart, and etch a scar there permanently, though not forever.

well, sorry for this emo and so-not-like-myself post. can't really change what i'm feeling now, can i? I'M DEPRESSED. not the aiyah-i'm-sad type. it's something i can't really describe anyway. think i'm having a moodswing. i can't believe i was just laughing a few minutes ago.

anyway, my rantings begin NOW. don't say i didn't warn you.

SO, I'M A RETARD EH? AN IDIOT, WHATEVER. ANYONE WOULD WANT TO BASH ME UP. YOU WOULD KNOW WHY, WON'T YOU. COS IT'S SO DARN OBVIOUS. BUT DO YOU, DO YOU REALLY HAVE THE NEED TO STARE AT ME LIKE THAT. FINE I'M A REATARDED ASSHOLE, WHATEFER. I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT PERFECTLY, ABSOLUTELY WELL. I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT YOU'VE HURTME. REAL DEEPLY. SERIOUSLY, DON'T GIVE SOMEONE ELSE THAT LOOK. AREN'T YOU A HUMAN TOO? I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE TO GET HURT COS OF SOMEONE LIKE YOU. WHATEVER, YOU'RE PERFECT KAY. YOU HAVE ALL THE RIGHT IN THE WORLD TO BE UNHAPPY AND LOOK DOWN ON ANYONE YOU LIKE. BUT IN MY EYES, YOU'LL FOREVER BE A LOWLY FREAK.

whew. finally got it all out. well, maybe i was being a little sensitive. but i still had to get it off my chest. to digress a little, something else also happened today to make me realise that people are sensitive beings. even a few words could make someone feel insulted, and cut him/her so deeply. "why did you come so early?" just that six words.

well, a lesson to be learnt. be sensitive. i guess that's what i have to say; everyone's giving long speeches of what they learnt cos of whatever incident and whatnot. you're already half expecting me to give a long lecture on being sensitive and try not to hurt others right?

be sensitive, cherish whatever you have.
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