tsk, i'm feeling a bit mixed up now.

i can't be too sensitive, can i? but why do i have the feeling that everyone's avoiding me? okay i know this is stupid, but it's based on my instincts. and you don't make it better. well i know you'll still tag at my blog (will you) and maybe call me, (or rather i call you) but why did you give me that voice yesterday? were you really pissed at me. if you're reading this, you may know it's you alright. but i dont know why u talked to me that way ytd? did i really make you angry without knowing it.

hmm, sometimes i wonder why life is so unfair. is there such a thing as past life and after life. if we're unlucky in this life, then is it that we were very lucky in our past life? take me for instance. people give me that look wherever i go. i'm not a retard okay. i'm a human, open up your eyes and LOOK AT ME. a HUMAN. can't you see for yourself. i'm so sick of this. why can some people have such a perfect life? perfect family, lots of friends, rich, happy life, good looks.

and my parents' restrictions don't make it better. i know they care for me, but it's time i got to choose for myself what to eat and what not to eat. and i know i've gotta control myself, stop using the com so much. i'll work on that and in the meantime, i would like all the nagging to stop. please. i'm so tired of it.

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current obsessions:
the com!
gina !
friendster
msn
m2m
that pink bone :D