i'm so disappointed in myself. i can't teach my juniors well. wq's leaving too. how am i gonna lead the sec ones alone? it's impossible.

today we stayed back to prac obs. went macs to eat first. wah we slacked till 3plus. then walked to sch. skills training! wah usan damn rich she bought 12pencils in a box just for tying lashes. yeah we practiced sq lash and diag lash and tripod lash! (: of course, timed them too. they were quite good haha.

then sang songs and went thru notes. then obs! ah shujun has to buck up! ): she can't do fireman's ladder and the rest ahhh. dunno whether got chance to teach them again. yeah usan was quite good, just that she says she can't when obviously she can! =.= poor hilary she got blisters and the skin came off! ):

wah everything ended at like 5plus. hais didnt know we took so long to go through everything. was mysteriously lethargic even though we didnt do much. i think my standard has deproved tremendously. it's been like how long since we had pt. wonder how i'm gonna survive during oj. ):