well, i feel so confused. so here's something real random.

if you know me well enough, you should know that

# i don't talk if i wanna eat fast
# i keep real quiet if i'm sad
# i aint the girl that i look like.
# i hate bitches
# i'm a hypocrite
# i'm rebellious
# i dont like talkative people
# i'm inferior
# i hate people staring at me for no reason
# i hate restrictions especially when i want something so badly

schools real crazy. sometimes it makes me real happy, sometimes i just wanna die if i go to school every day. yups, it's really confusing.

i can't find the right words.

stuck;

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life's been so complicated with you. i wanna forget, but it's forever in my mind. i hate you. i really do.

*
numbing myself with fantasy.