i feel so hopeless. useless. and sleepless.

i'm sick of this world. i have tons to do, but i dont feel like doing anything. i'm waiting for someone to do something, before i can continue doing that something. this is totally hopeless. i wanna help, but what can i do?

i'm tired. it's really enough. i've got tons of hw. but i'm just not in the mood to do them. in fact, i think i've really changed a lot after the june hols. it's like, i've become another person. it's just slacking continuously. i leave everything to the last minute. even if i chiong like mad, i still dont learn my lesson.

I MUST CHANGE MY ATTITUDE. i must. if not, i'll not survive. i'll do more badly than the first term. now this is bad. but what can i do? with the evils of the mighty tv and something so powerful called the COMPUTER. i'll never change.

i'm helpless.