i'm sinking into depression. i feel so lonely; nobody seems to care. i'm just so tired. so sick of it.

i'm all stressed up. you know, this feeling just can't be put to words. everything's just bottled inside me.

it's not what ur thinking about, not the oh-schools-starting-and-i-feel-so-stressed kind of feeling. it's just, rejection.

everytime i'm talking to someone, i can't seem to get my words right. my tongue just gets tangled halfway. and the words end up being idiotic.

everytime i walk with friends, i end up walking alone.

i don't know; maybe people just hate me? hate my sickening face. it's not that i haven't thought about how i could change. it's not that i haven't tried to.

ugh. maybe i'm just being sensitive? i hope so. blah i don't know what i'm typing now.

plus, my gastric's acting up again. I JUST FREAKING HATE IT.

ah i shan't rant on it anymore. bye.

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raja and fatimah! AWW <3