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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
blah / 8:32 PM

i just can't believe my luck sometimes. it has come to a stage where i just wanna drop dead.

i really wanna bottle everything inside me, but i can't. and yet i can't find the right words to confide in anyone, not even this blog.

why did my grades drop so much? perhaps it's really time to wake up. wake up from my fantasy. it's time to face reality.

sometimes i just break down and cry, but after that i ask myself why. nobody cares. i'm just like the "Phantom, the Ghost who Walks in the Dorm". if it's describing anyone in reality, that person would definitely be me.

and why, why. i've asked myself this a thousand times. is it really so difficult to find a true friend? someone who truly cares? not on the outside. please don't give me people who smile at me, talk to me every day, listen to all my troubles, appear to like me alot. but what do they do behind my back? gossip, badmouth me. backstab me. it really hurts you know.

why do you keep contradicting me. do you really hate me that much. why do you keep doing things i dont like. i really can't tolerate it anymore. can't you see i'm on the edge of breaking down?


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Truckloads of love
God and my family are my beacons of hope.
I adore ORANGE and pastel colours.
I love Mother Nature and the outdoors.
I want the Rainbow, not the pot of gold.
I love photography.
I get really happy during drizzly rainy days.
Junk food is love!
Childish fantasies
I want to touch falling snow and to build a snowman & snow angel
I want these.
I want a photo book/ collage of goofy/ happy shots of my friends and I.
I want Pushing Daisies DVD
I want to go to New Zealand/Boston/France/Spain
I need more time with family & friends so I can cherish them
I want to travel around the world to experience cultures and languages, and to help the needy.
I want to experience photography in a whole new light.
I'm saving up for a Polaroid/Holga & film
I need happiness & love :) we all do.

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