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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
depressed / 4:00 AM

sometimes i wonder. am i human at all? its lyk. im so pathetic.

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im so brokenhearted. why did i even bother to care so much abt u? when all i get is. u dont even treat me as a friend. ive wasted all my time. trying to assure myself evrything was alright. but did u even care? u jst totally ignored me. lyk i wasnt even there.

i dont expect u to treat me lyk i treated u. i jst wanted u to at least know im there.

IM INVISIBLE. im pathetic. im inhuman.

im so tired. i noe. noone would wanna be my fren. cos even myself doubt if im human at all. im so confused. cudnt we at least be frens.

its not the first time. ive told myself nt to hope for more. ohwell. its jst me. foolish me. i tried to think that evrything was better this way. BUT IT WASNT.

i really enjoyed the times with u. when u treated me as a friend. wasnt evrything alright then? we were very happy. we played. we laughed.

u wont read my blog. this is jst to let my feelings out. im sorry. I WONT CARE TWO HOOTS ABT U ANYMORE. i'll treat u the way u treated me. if tt's what u want. i dont think u even noe abt this. cos i didnt even existed. but who cares if i dont.

ppl are jst all the same. ohman. gimme abreak.


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